#230 ; Fix you

When you tried your best , but you don't succeed .

Bad mood today .

My mood today is like roller coaster .

Up , down , up & down .

Pms liddat : |

First ,

i was happy because i did well for my exams ( i think ) .

Happy sia .

3rd in class , 5th in level , 6As .

But didn't get a percentage of 70% to meet the express citeria .

I got 69.9% : |

But who cares .

I not going le . LOL .

What made me moody after that was i could not take ' o ' level chinese .

URGH .

What was wrong with my in my SA2 chinese .

Wahlao .

All along i always get 70% - 80% .

I don't know why i got 59 only .

1 MORE MARK TO GET ' O ' LEVEL CHINESE AND THEY DON'T LET ME .

Whatdafccuk .

Say what erm if they let me , those people who get 59 also ,

why can't they take ' o ' level chinese ?

Pissed off .

But their overall results not good what .

Why can't I ?

Only left with a choice and that is i have to do well for semester 1 next year ,

try to get 75 and above , best ,

so that i can cross over and take ' o ' level chinese for the rest half of the year .

Oh well .

And the whole day , i was thinking alot .

If i made the right decision .

Arugh .

Later back home .

I DYED MY HAIR . ; D

With CY .

Wahhahaha .

Brown brown .

Only abit on the top lah .

Quite cool : b

And painted a failed french tip nails .

HAHHA . Who cares .

Then later play audi ,

skills like shyt .

annoying . : (

Looking forward for the hoildays !

Outings , shopping , work & CHALET .

WEEEE . Can't wait .

#229 ; Wish you were here

YES .

HOORAY .

No school tomorrow , Deepavali : b

SWEE !

Can sleep like a pig today ,

watch teevee in my room till like there's no tomorrow .

But sadly , i think today no x - factor .

Sian sian D :

Plus plus finish up my NYAA Bronze Diary !

I aim for 80 / 100 for my write up .

GO GO GO !

And today at school is suppa fun !

Last week of school is something that i'll look forward to , yeah : 3

Today no literature lesson .

SIAN SIA .

No teacher came in .

FREE PERIOD LOL .

Guys play the what poker cards ?

My cliques and I , as usual ,

at the back of the class talk and talk and talk .

TALK COCK SING SONG . : D

Disiao CY .

Funny die !

Sian though cause my literature teacher didn't came : (

I wanted to ask her if i can make it for ' O ' Level Literature bo .

Oh well .

I have to drag this question till Thursday then .

Later our next period was P . E .

Great , i thought FML ,

I forget bring PE attire . LOL .

StmGirl97 .

God knows .

We were having like a combined PE class with our next door class , 2A1 .

N(A) all having the same lesson together .

Lucky bo tio scolding for not bring attire .

Just tio say I prefect what ahh .

Blah blah blah .

Then i was like staring at him blankly .

He just smile at me ?

LOL .

Siao eh .

But heng bo taiji .

He must know imma good girl who was one of the few to go for his NYAA briefing when everyone should go yesterday , but pon . : D

The boys who wanted to play soccer went off to the field with the other teacher .

Left some girls & boys , we can choose either Captain Ball or Volleyball .

I took the Volleyball play monkey instead .

HAHA .

Played with cliques then my teacher join us play

WAHAHHA FUNNY SIA .

Later Mr Lee decided to combine our class with 2A1 play monkey .

HUGE HUGE GROUP .

After awhile , we requested DODGE BALL . ; D

Oh this is where the fun starts .

I got too high suddenly .

Keep jumping around LOL .

Crazygirl97 !

AND OF COURSE , MY CLASS , 2A2 WON . : D

So united siol .

HEEHEE : >

After recess , slack slack slack .

And HOMMEEEE : >

Back home , bathed , and blackshot with annoying boy : |

Bully me in blackshot nia T . T

But i gave chance during the melee match sia .

Ohwelll D :

Should not have wrote in my previous post say i owe him then what pay him back .

He seen it : |

AHAHHAHAHA .

GO STUDY LAH , ANNOYING BOYYYY . : D

Don't cry hor . I still love you . Blehhh : b

COVER THAT I WANNA RECOMMEND :

Creative . Using iPhones to create music . ( :

tatatataataa !

#228 ; Humming bird heartbeat

This week i rage a lot .

Literally .

LOL .

First , LET ME GET STARTED ON THIS CASE .

Familiar ?

Yes . This child named Wang Yue , 2 years old .

Was hit by a truck .

This truck stopped .

And sped off , rolling the child once again .

LIKE SERIOUSLY ?

Hit & run case .

This is not the only truck .

Another van came and run over that poor child .

BLIND SIBO OMFG .

And not only about the hit & run I'm raging over .

IS THOSE 18 PEOPLE WHO IGNORED THAT POOR GIRL OMG .

Gosh .

And the newspaper report says that back there in China ,

some of them actually said to that old rubbish collector was just being busybody saving that kid .

WTF IS WRONG WITH THEM .

GGSSSHHHHH !

So their policy is what , MYOB ?

Damn poor thing sia !

Such a young life is being taken away because of these type of people .

EEKS !

Pissed off .

Hope this child is doing well in heaven yeah ?

Away from this cruel world .

She has not faced the kind side of this world , unfortunately .

And to the mother of that child , stay strong kays !

RIP , WANG YUE : |

Another raging matter .

Small one actually .

CY say got this china couple came to our restaurant to eat .

Because yesterday the restaurant is busy .

A lot of customer .

As a result , this couple left the restaurant without paying .

WTF ?

No sense of integrity , EEKS !

And because of work , i'm neglecting my audition !

Opps : |

And sorry dear boy .

I'm super busy these few days .

I'll make it up to you soon kays ( :

And best of luck to your Os !

#227 ; Double chocolate

I want a boy bestfriend who will call me beautiful , and like my photos on facebook ,

commenting them saying things such as the fact he’s proud to have me as a bestfriend .

One that I can call up , crying about other boys ,

and him saying he’ll beat the shit out of them for me .

A boy bestfriend who will drive me around like he’s my big brother , and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I’m upset .

One who becomes friends with my boyfriend and one who calls me up to see what I’m doing .

I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I’m wrong , and force me into fixing things

and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me .

I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys .

FRIDAYYY .

Short day at school .

Quite boring but okay lah .

Had some streaming talk .

DAMN , I THINK I'M INTERESTED IN TAKING UP ' O ' LEVEL LITERATURE .

I think i got a grade 1 for literature ,

enough to meet the grade 2 criteria for N(A) .

Woohoo .

Go Jessica !

Even though i may not meet with Express ,

But i can actually appeal for it !

I am still deciding if i should go for express course .

Really scared i will chose the wrong choice .

So i'm getting as much help from peers & teachers .

I want to have a clearer understanding with my stand in Express course .

After school ,

went to play pool .

OHH . OFF FORM SIA D :

Siansiansian .

Needa train more .

Imma total noob !

Rushed back to AMK ,

go buy things for mum .

HEEHEE .

Mum just finished cooking dinner .

Fried chicken + Home baked brownie : D

Awesome mum .

You jelly ? : b

Keeping this post short yeah .

OFF TO EAT : D

Fatgurl97ftw !

And for my audition story ,

He surprised me with a new couple memo .

Aww , sweet guy : b

TATA !

#226 ; Life was never fair

No one can confidently say that he will still be living tomorrow .

- Euripides

It's promotion day today !

No school .

Shiok sia .

Woke up at 1.15pm .

Found my room door was open !

MY MUM : (

I hate it when my room door is left open and i am inside the room .

Hate it .

Woke up with a hungry stomach .

Hunt some food in my kitchen .

FOUND CHICKEN . : D

Woohoo .

But i was craving for Mac , Wendy's & KOI : (

Gahh .

Fatgirl97 .

Played Blackshot with friends .

DAMN .

My head hurts alot after that .

Just like how i play L4D2 after that the side effects .

But this was worse .

Lie on my bed for like 2 hours .

Finally getting up and going to the bathroom to shower .

After that , i was fine . : )

An hour later ,

my family , sister , back in Philippines ,

tagged me in a photo on facebook .

Yes . It's my baby cousin 4th Birthday .

He died actually .

4 years back .

He was fighting this cancer , Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia .

I am really raged at this matter .

Such a young life , he suffers from this ?

That's why , life was NEVER fair .

But of course , I don't blame God .

I love God .

But at times , we all don't understand His decisions for us .

But i still respect God because at times whenever we experience sadness ,

we question God why we feel this way .

But we never question God why we experience happiness .

Am I right ?

All i can wish is that my family back in Philippines will take good care of their health .

That is the least they can do for my dearest baby cousin , Neo Jash .

Sad thing is ,

i never gotten the chance to see him in real life .

That would be one of my biggest regret .

REST IN PEACE

my baby cousin that I have yet to meet

#225 ; Baby say yes

[M]ENTAL

[A]BUSE

[T]O

[H]UMANS

Today was results day !

Omfg .

A lot of unexpected things came out .

Tell you something horrible happened .

MY CHINESE DEPROVED OMG .

A1 drop to C5 ?

My gosh .

A little too complacent huh ?

Sian sia .

WHAT AM I DOING YO : (

BUT BUT ANOTHER 2 THINGS MADE MY DAY THOUGH .

FIRST :

I fccuuuking passed maths !

YAY ME ( Y )

Happygurl97 !

It's like this awesome feeling just swept me away .

Normally , i'll fail maths .

This time i passed .

AMEN .

THANK YOU GOD FOR ANSWERING TO MY PRAYERS .

YOU'RE THE LORD !

AND THE SECOND THING IS :

My english finally jumped a grade .

YAYYY : D

A2 , always getting 70 - 74 .

Now ,

A1 , 78 : D

HAPPYDIEMESIA . : D

So as a result ,

i got 4As .

Ahhh .

Just pray hard my overall will be good yeah : (

GO GO GO ! ( ;

Went to mac later for lunchhh . : D

Hungry . _ .

Gahh bo instant win D :

That AMK Mac so sway .

HAHHAHAHA .

Oh well .

Shall blackshot & audition le .

CYA !

#224 ; Beastly

SUNDAYS !

Dread it .

Bored like farrk .

Especially if you're not going out .

OR WORSE ,

no money .

LOL .

Typicalgirl97 .

Bored for the whole WHOLE day .

Did nothing but just in front of my computer ,

playing audition .

Have to admit ,

every games gets boring after some time .

As i was surfing through the net , came across this movie , Beastly .

Heehee .

Vanessa Hudgens is in it !

And the male lead , CUTE BODOH .

HAHA .

Alex Pettyfer .

CUTE : >

Heehee .

Watched it on Funshion .

Not bad at all .

8 / 10 for my ratings : D

Shall hunt for more movies .

Lazy to game today .

And best of luck to my results : (

AMEN .

Horror Tales in School

Does this figure look familiar whenever you dance in this hunted classroom ?

Well yes , for me .

And it somehow creeps me out at times . : /

That figure never fails to remind me about a story that my teacher told me in school .

Thought that i might want to share it to all of you readers out there . ( :

Warning . It's a true story !

So this incident happened to my teacher while she was teaching in another school .

It was just like another long day at school , teaching & marking her students work .

During that period of time , it was her student exams period .

So she had to stay back real late in school to finish marking the test scripts .

It was nearly 10pm . And this was really one of the latest timings she had to stay to finish her work . Suddenly , the air con in the staff room stopped working . The room become so stuffy that she had to leave the room to go outside to continue her work . So she headed out and went off to the benches nearby the school's pond , just in front of their school's Design & Technology ( D & T ) workshops .

As many believed rumour says that almost every school D & T classrooms / workshops are haunted , not leaving out my school too . My current school is also believed to be haunted at night too . My school ghost encounter is where the statues located along the walkway of the classroom corridors near my humanities classroom will move at night . Their eyes will stare at you while you walk . If you turn back and stare at it back , something bad will happen to you later . Not only this place , but also the D & T classroom where they say many bloody incidents happened during lessons when using the machinery for their workpiece .

Alright , back to my teacher's story .

She found it cooler to sit by the bench . So she settled down & continued her work .

The sky was filled with beautiful stars . But the atmosphere became cooler too . She didn't mind at first after all she was really getting warm herself back in the staff room when the air con broke down .

All of the sudden , she heard something .

It sounded like a metal item was dropped onto the ground . At first , she didn't care , thinking is was the wind that blew it away . The sound became louder . This time , it sounded like someone was using the chainsaw . All of that sound it was making was freaking her out . So she decided to check it out herself . She grabbed her phone , making it into a ' torchlight ' so that it will make her see better in the dark . Went she reached to that classroom door , the sound become louder & louder . She slowly turned the door knob and walked in . The sound of the chainsaw stopped abruptly . She turned and found a figure walking pass the door . That ' thing ' looked like a student from the school . She could recognise the attire the ' thing ' was wearing . She was dumbfounded & she dropped her phone and ran out of the room . She grabbed her bag , leaving the test papers on the table , slowly flying away from the table as the wind become stronger . . .

Next day , when she went back to school , unable to forget what happened last night ,

she confronted the D & T teachers .

And they all told her the same thing : " Once there was a bright D & T student in the school . One unfortunate day while he was using the chainsaw to cut this huge & thick piece of wood , he accidentally stepped onto a wire and the saw went through straight through the body . Everyone who saw that was traumatized since then . They closed down that classroom for quite a period of time , only this year due to the high demands of coursework appeals , they decided to open it up again . But before the re-opening , they repainted the walls of the room , to cover up the blood stains . "

That left my teacher with her eyes wide open .

HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

Trick ' o ' Treats

#222 ; And it goes like this

MARKING DAY .

Shiok yi xia worh .

TSK .

I wanted to blog yesterday but i was tired .

No energy D :

So :

Yesterday :

LAST DAY OF THE EXAMINATIONS . : D

Awesome much .

But we got thrown out of the theatre , AVA Room , at school .

Class boys damn noisy .

Then ask us to stand outside the parade square under the hot sun .

But all zao .

RUN AWAY LOL .

So we will get punishment on Monday .

TRIPLE THE PUNISHMENT . @ . @

Sua .

The life of 2A2 .

Went to J8 to meet up the rest and off we went to Chambers @ Dhoby Ghout .

Reached Dhoby Ghout le , we went Plaza Singapura for lunch first .

PASTA MANIA : D !

Awesome much : B

Done already , we reached the lan there .

WAHKAO . Full .

So we went to Bugis , Illuma .

x . x Guess what happened .

The lan there don't let sudents under 16 to enter the lan .

Only after 6.30pm .

KAOBEHHH .

We tried to come up with excuses ,

but failed x (

So slacked around Bugis .

Went Bugis Junction the Vitural Land and some split go Bugis Street .

Heehee .

I brought some accrorisses .

A hairband braid & 2 hand accessories .

Heehee .

One kind guy paid for my bracelet .

Aww . Gentlemen . ( :

Something about my class boys .

HAHA .

Then went to Burger King to grab something to eat first .

Hungry max . : x

And off we went to LAN ( :

played blackshot , AuditionSEA & L4D2 : D

Fun fun fun .

But i can't take it L4D2 .

Play le , eyes freaking pain .

Cannot take it .

But still continued to play with them .

Pei them x (

On the MRT head pain like siao .

Later on , i was fine already .

Slept early . _ .

And yesh .

An update on my Audition Couple status .

HEEHEE .

Love party again for like the 2nd time in a week ?

< Aster >

Honestly , I want to be your favourite hello & hardest goodbye .

Stay tune to this blog for my entry post for this blogging contest in AuditionSEA .

SUPPORT YEAH !

SOLO SHOT OF THAT DAY :

To my dearest silly boy ,

Stay happy kays . ( :

I love youuu ; mua

#221 ; Where them boys at

START OF THE EOY AGAIN D :

Had a very very very long 4 days break from my first two papers , English & Chinese ,

last week .

Today maths paper 1 & geography .

Alright .

I died literally when doing the math paper .

BOY , I HATE MATHS LAHH .

SO EEEEFFFFFCCCUUUUUKKK !

Ohwell : |

Art exams tmr .

GAMBATEHHHH !

Went out for lunch at PEPPER LUNCH .

- hearts hearts hearts Pepper Lunch -

I need save money le lah .

Can't spend much . : (

Heehee .

LP AGAIN ♥

LET'S CHOING MORE AFTER YOUR ' O ' : >

I'm left with 5 more papers , 1 art exam .

Oh well . JIAYOUS .

THURSDAY LAST DAY LE .

GOGOGOGOGOGO !

I have no idea why he wants to send me to China . LOL .
Oh well . Sillyboy .

Kept it real short : x

HEEHEE .

#220 ; Trying to get to you

Yes .

IT HAS BEEN #%&@ING EPIC .

Seriously .

What can go wrong , went wrong .

Pains aside ,

AWESOME DAY OF THE WEEK :

Ms Ang's iPhone . DISABLED MY ME DURING ENGLISH CLASS . HAHAHAHA .

And yes , I caught a flu .

LIKE 3 DAYS BEFORE MY PAPER ?

Sway sia .

Today i drag myself outta bed ,

forcing myself to go out and study .

Went to Wendy's for lunch ,

Starbucks to study . : 3

But kanda failed .

My head hurts and i could not really concentrate at first .

ONLY LATER .

But then CaiYun got to go ,

so we stopped .

Went to shop around Orchard .

WAHLAO .

SAW A BAG THAT I LIKE BUT SCARED IF I BUY , MUM WILL SCOLD ME D :

- crys -

Went home ,

slacked on my bed and later ,

AUDI : D

Talking about audi .

YESH . FINALLY LOVE PARTY . < 3

But we that day sibeh sway .

LAG , LAG , LAG : (

Arugh .

BUT WE MADE IT THROUGH , SOMEHOW O - O

With a help from our Fam Master .

Ohwell .

Jiayous uhh Laogong ( ;

WE WILL SUCCEED NEXT LP .

Get wings D :

iloveyouu ♥

You're the one that i lasted quite long with .

Wish this will last forever ,

MEET UP SOON ( :

Then that pedo laogong changed the couple memo from :

TO :

PEDO D ;

LOL .

I'm sure you get his meaning O - O

Well , feeling so stress up with studies .

Audition kanda made me happy for awhile .

TILL I LAG IN AUDI LIKE FCCUUUKKK .

Pekchek siol .

D :

I don't know why my computer became so cui now .

Annoying much .

And just moments ago ,

i just left the facebook group .

LIKE SERIOUSLY .

I'm totally outta place of that .

I am totally forgotten .

So much about old members .

And if you're from that group , reading this post .

Yes . I guess from this second , you just realised i left the group .

Well good for you .

Anything outings , can just text / PM me .

My number in on Facebook . ( :

PRAY ,

- I'll get well soon by tomorrow . M U S T .

- Finish my exams asap as the last paper , SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO ; D

- He will doooo well for his ' O ' Level , enroll into a good Ploy / JC

- Everyone around me will be able to move up somewhere higher in life ( :

Special moment ;

1234 ; iloveyou . ♥

#219 ; Family

Pass this on if you have the heart to , or just ignore it as if you have never read this .

My mom only had one eye . I hated her .

She was such an embarrassment .

She cooked for students and teachers to support the family .

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me .

I was so embarrassed .

How could you do this to me ?

I ignored her , threw her a hateful look and ran out .

The next day at school one of my classmates said :

" Eeee , your mom only has one eye ! "

I wanted to bury myself . I also wanted my mom to just disappear .

So I confronted her that day saying , " If you are going to make me a laughing stock , why don't you just die ?! " My mom did not respond.

I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger .

I was oblivious to her feelings .

I wanted to be out of that house , and have nothing to do with her .

So I studied really hard , got a chance to go Singapore to study .

Then I got married , I bought a house of my own .

I had kids of my own . I was happy with my life , my kids and my comfort .

Then one day my mother came to visit me .

She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet meet her grandchildren .

When she stood by the door , my children laughed at her , and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited .

I screamed at her , " How dare you come to my house and scare my children ! Get out of here ! NOW !! "

And to this , my mother quietly answered , " Oh , I'm so sorry . I may have gotten the wrong address , " and she disappeared out of sight .

One day , a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house in Singapore .

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip .

After that reunion , I went to the old shack which was my childhood home out of curiosity .

My neighbors said she passed away .

I did not shed a single tear .

They handed me a letter that she wanted me to have:

My dearest son ,
I think of you all the time .

I'm sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children .

I was so glad when I heard you are coming for the reunion .

But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you .

I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up .

You see . . . .

When you were little , you got into an accident , and lost your eye .
So I gave you mine .

I was so proud of my son seeing a whole new world for me , in my place , with that eye .

With my love to you ,
Your mother

Thought of the day :

Love your family regardless of who they are .

Yes , the maybe the embarrassment in your life but hey ,

THEY ARE STILL IMPORTANT TO YOU .

Cherish them before it's too late .