#258 ; Even if all we have left is our memories together , I will never forget you .

S u n d a y .

Just another day of the week .

Gosh , tomorrow got school liao : (

Tomorrow is finally my South-Zone match against

SGS , Serangoon Garden Secondary .

GAMBATEHH PEIRCE NETBALLL ! : )

So today ,

Went to my sis house for CNY Visiting .

WOOHOO ANG BAO : )

Got money to buy things liao ; )

Yay me !

Again ,

like i said before to my friends .

I don't really talk to my cousins .

Like seriously ,

NO SPEECH AT ALL .

Smile smile & diam liao .

Arugh ,

every year always like that .

Used to it le .

Then my cousin brought his schoolmates along and his girlfriend . _ .

LOL .

#foreveralone ,

Sad life uh , : )

And yeah ,

Just yesterday during my CIP ,

My HUGE group of friends went to Cineleisure Orchard to movies !

We watched , We Not Naughty 《孩子不坏》
at 10.30am .

ot bad leh the show .

Funny + touching too : ' )

Just another great Jack Neo film !

He so shuai right : ) !

WAHAHA LOOK AT THE LONG TICKETS !

Then later ,

We hit the streets to ask for donations !

We split up and walked down the road of Orchard .

Walked from Around Nee Ann City ,

all the way to SOTA @ Dhoby : )

I hate it when people ignore me when I asked for donations .

Like wtf ,

I'l talking to you , why the fcuk you looking on your sides ?

Plus I asked 2 girls for donations ,

they giggled then they walked past me - . -

LAUGH SMLJ LAH , BEETCHES .

And some Singaporeans see me ,

walk another way .

LIKE HELLO , DON'T WORRY .

I ALSO NOT ASKING YOU , WHY YOU WALK FAR AWAY .

. _ . annoying people sia .

At least smile back at me lah if you don't wanna donate .

Not like I really die die want you put some coins into my tin right ? - . -

But still ,

quite a awesome day .

FOR THE MOVIE PART NIA ! : )

" Run till your heart is filled with your dreams . "

#257 ; It's time to lose our weary minds

AND YES ,

Again and yet again ,

I finally posted in like 9979467916 years : /

Sorry readers !

DAMN BUSY WITH SCHOOL & STUFFS .

I can't even have a good rest in like 2 days .

Even after the Chinese New Year break ,

instead of having a great start ahead ,

I was rather tired .

During this few weeks of school ,

and now we are coming to the week 5 of school ,

I AM SO FUGGING BUSY !

And have to admit ,

I rarely have time for my boy too .

Just to like sit down in front of my computer to game with him or something . : /

Plus I rarely text .

Sigh : /

So Wednesday ,

we had our first South-Zone Netball tournament .

To schools sports CCA that join South-Zone competition

or whatever area their school is located like North-Zone competition ,

It's a really very very very important game to play .

Everyone have to be serious .

It's the only few shot to make your school famous & make that CCA be recognised .

We were up against SJI International High School netball team .

And yes , they are the pros for last year Zonals .

AND THE BIGGEST MISTAKE FOR THAT MATCH WAS ,

We were getting too complacent about our leading 1st quarter .

We could actually defeat them .

But as we go along ,

We lost focus and ending up with a score or 15-23 .

SEE HOW CLOSE IT WAS .

And it rare for us to win such a school ; /

We were disappointed .

But all we could hope for is that the next match ,

coming up on Monday ,

which is against SGS ,

Serangoon Garden Secondary ,

will be a better match .

AND CRAP ,

My ball shooting is like getting horrible ! x (

Omg ,

not enough practice - _ -

PRAY PSS NETBALL TEAM CAN WIN PLEASE ,

Amen .

Thursday ,

NETBALL TRAINING !

Wah ,

I thought we were gonna get intensive training and stuffs .

But it was actually a day where our 2012 Sec 1 juniors join us for our training days !

Wahahah .

Played ice breakers games with coach and did drills .

Coach was teaching the Sec 1s about ball drills and stuff .

And I saw their VERY first court game ,

NOT BAD FOR A START .

Good teamwork ; )

Wahahaha ,

got hope for the ' C ' Division le !

End of training session ,

we stayed back awhile and played half court .

WAHAHHA IT WAS A CRAZY ONE .

Joke sia : )

Then comes Friday ,

where everyone is happy cause they can go home early .

WHILE I CAN'T .

Cause I got Prefect Duty + MC Training + Sec 2 Streaming Talk + Adam Khoo workshop .

First ,

Prefect Duty ,

D E T E N T I O N .

No one sia .

All cleaning Mr Ong room or something .

Then slack only . _ .

M C T R A I N I N G .

Gosh , I really hate public speaking trainings .

I wanna fail my test leh .

Then I no need to stand in front of the whole school in the morning to conduct the morning assembly .

Sec 2 Streaming Talk .

We had to assist the Sec 2 parents to the hall for a talk on the Streaming .

I was the IC for Hall Ushers .

Damn chaotic when more and more people starts to come to the hall .

RUSH HOURRR !

Plus I lack of manpower : /

Oh well .

Things still turn out okay with everyone's help : )

And the last one was a pretty VERY VERY last minute one sia .

They asked us to help them usher the parents into the hall for those Sec 4 as

they had this Adam Khoo workshop .

And also help out with the registrations .

But the weather was FUGGING AWESOME CAN !

Look at the sky ,

Eventually ,

I left school at 7.30pm like that ?

Reached home at about 8pm plus .

T I R E D : (

Gamed and finally BEDTIME : )

Alright ,

Tomorrow i got morning to evening visiting to do .

Arugh , dread it .

I don't even talk to my cousins there lor .

I like damn transparent or what ,

UNFRIENDLY ?

Whatever lah .

#Foreveralone

Heyyyyy boyyyyy .

Tsk , tons of late post for my blog .

No source of entertainment for you uh .

Hahas .

Okay my Teddy bear & my Polaroid kays ; )

I don't ask anything much but all I want is to stay & perhaps last long ? : )

I don't know what will happen in the near future but all I know that this is real .

loveyaa ,

" There's nothing more to life than love , is there ? "

#256 ; Friday the thirteen

Be someone that I can trust , last long with & have fond memories with .

Step out of your comfort zone & look for something new around you .

Who knows , perhaps that's the one you're looking for ; )

Today again ,

School ends around 6pm for me .

School was like another moody day for me .

Wake up so early @ . @

Tomorrow I still got Netball training & CCA Orientation .

CCA Orientation is where the Sec 1s come to take a look at all those CCAs

and decided which CCA to choose from .

While my dear juniors fill in their CCA Forms ,

I would be doing my own Netball training .

Self-training .

I'm gonna focus on my shooting skills .

I must get my confident to shoot in EVERY BALL

that I get and give it my best on Monday ,

whereby we will be playing against a pro school ,

that school came in 2nd for nationals .

It might be a losing game but

I really hope my team will suffer a trashing game .

Have to at least put in 20 balls sia .

ARRR , COACH AHHH !

Lessons was okay lahh .

Like damn slack today : 3

AND YAY ,

MY CHEMISTRY TEACHER NOT BAD SIA HAHAHA .

Nothing is getting bad for our ' B ' grade students for science : >

Those in ' A ' grade class ,

their teachers damn cui can !

HAHAAH LAUGH OUT LOUD : D

My chemistry teacher ,

the way she teaches is not bad at all .

NOT AS BORING AS MY LAST YEAR CHEM TEACHER .

His lessons can sleep de .

Zzz .

But sadly ,

I'm gonna miss my first Chemistry SAT ( Structured Afternoon Time ) .

Cause by then I will be on my way for my South-Zone competition .

Aww crap : (

Then social studies lesson ,

FULL OF WRITING .

Urgh .

But it's okay .

My favourite teacher . : 3

About 2 hours of her lesson .

Cause we had 2 ComHum lesson today .

Then this week is Social studies .

Next week is History .

Can't wait : >

AFTERSCHOOLL !

I had detention duty today but today ,

no one got detention so we are very very free .

Thought we could go off early ,

instead Mr Ong told us to clear & arrange the things that those people

who left their items in their lockers last year .

EVERYTHING WAS A MESS .

But it's really fun though HAHA .

Found tons of tresasure .

Found a broken SHINEE Taemin mug ,

A trophy ,

A iPad box . _ .

- I don't know which rich kid one luhh

And tons of really quite new textbooks sia !

HOLY : /

So waste !

After that ,

we cleared our Student Leader Office .

Wahh ,

dusty & messy .

Made the room nice & cleaner now : D

Then later ,

we talked about our Student Leader Investiture 2012 .

Discussed about the door gifts ,

walk-in ,

how will the arrangement be this year .

The theme for this year will be : Future .

I think it's really cool & my team is given the opportunity to plan for such an event like this

AWESOME : ' )

Oh ya ,

before that ,

I had Wanling , HuiTing & Sherlynn to help me do some

Netball flyer for tomorrow's CCA Orientation .

Thanks to my dear WL & Sherlynn ,

though they are non-netballers ,

They really helped me do the flyers : D

Then H O M E .

Go home ,

got a call from Clement .

WAH , DON'T KNOW HOW LONG BO TALK SIA HAHA .

Funny sia him .

He said he was like in ITE Year 2 then he need go NS soon ,

what disturb his studies and stuffs .

HAHA .

Good luck Clement kays !

And hopefully if there is time ,

can meet up & catch up soon : )

I don't know if today is kanda related to Friday the Thirteen but yeah ,

SWAY DAY CAN .

AuditionSEA account ,

my novice one ,

TIO BAN _ | _

Can't really blamed my boy though .

And seriously ,

I not so angry .

Just that my heart pain cause of my $30 .

Fly high high .

I top up acash in my acc then now tio ban .

Cannot use , zzz .

Nevermind ,

I shall move on and train my main acc .

Train till Level 31 ; MAIN !

And hopefully ,

my acc is only suspension .

So means like 30 / 60 days later ,

can use again : /

And today ,

i can also play along with his lame jokes through text LOL .

Guess AuditionSEA is really not much of a worry lah .

Only my heart pain cause that $30 = almost equals to one shirt that i can buy in Orchard : /

Boy ,

I never once blamed you for anything ; ' )

Don't take this matter to your heart kays !

Hope even without that stupid audition ,

we will be still close as ever kays ! ♥

I really cannot imagine life without you my dear boy : )

Wahahaha .

More than friends , less than couple .

Weird world uh .

Be happy for whatever you chose in your life.

No matter how long is your path ,

do it because it's part of the journey to your dream .

Nothing is impossible my dear boy !

♥ loveyouloadslahidiot , : )

" If I stand beside you , I'm a trouble maker . "

#255 ; As you always worry , you say that foolish dreams are poisonous .

" I am thinking of you . "

SORRY FOR THE ULTRA LATE BLOGGING LOL .

Yeaah ,

kinda lazy to blog ever since school started .

Everyday was like really a busy day for me .

At times I don't even have enough sleeping time ,

making myself feel so tired .

; ( !

And finally ,

IT'S FRIDAY TOMORROW !

- R E J O I C E !

Let me try to summarise how my week went .

So I think last week ,

Yes as usual ,

I have waking up problem @ . @

I hate to wake up like damn early for school like 6am

Esp when I go to bed at 11pm plus .

ITS LIKE , I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO SLEEP : (

School starts ,

new school principal ,

new subject teachers .

Sigh ,

for those subject teachers i want for my subjects ,

Only like 40% of it came to live : (

I WANT MR PILLAI FOR MY HISTORY CLASS .

- But this year , he takes express class . ARGUH MY A1 !

LUCKY , MR SHAHARI IS NO MY PHYSIC TEACHER !

- Can study well plus currently my teacher , Mr Teo , his teaching not bad .

I can focus & study .

Heng we were split according to our results .

BAND 2 FTW !

MS GOH MY SOCIAL STUDIES TEACHER .

- Yes , daa best teacher ever .

I HAVE NO IDEA WHO IS MY CHEMISTRY TEACHER LOL .

- Tomorrow then i'll know : >

He / She better be good .

LITERATURE TEACHER , OK LAH .

- Can study at least : >

Then i tio IT Rep , PE Rep & English Rep .

Rep stands for representative .

Meaning like I'm the one to take charge for etc. things .

Teachers all know my name liao @ . @

Plus this week alone ,

like all intensive . _ .

Tuesday - PE & Netball

~ Keep run & run for PE .

Up and down the stairs also . _ .

~ Netball run & run also . Drills and shooting .

Wednesday - PE

~ Run again . But got play Badminton sia : D

Thursday - Netball

~ Drills all the way & court work and court game since our South-Zone in on

this coming Monday .

Yay , Imma in school team . ( Y )

I have to work extra hard .

This Saturday got training so gambatehh ! : D

Our first match ,

maybe our losing game cause we are competing against one of the most pro schools .

They got like 2nd for their nationals . _ .

They lose their first place just by 1 point .

LIKE HOLY COW .

Nevermind , GIVE ALL DAA BEST WE CAN ' B ' DIVISION !

_____________________

AND YAY ,

Love party again , : D

V I O L E T R I N G ,

; mua

I rush home from school cause i end school at 6.31pm today .

Netball ma .

Training .

Wahkao , he disiao me .

Say what if I don't lp with him at 7 ,

he lp himself : /

DAMN CHIONG CAN > : (

But of course ,

I knew it he will wait : b

WAHAHHAHAA . ♥

Thanks for chiong ring kay . : b

HEEHEE ,

V I O L E T - ♥

Thanks for the memories so far since we first couple in audition .

Can't imagine what I will do if i didn't met you at all : ' )

Meet up soon again kays : D

MOVIE CAN ? : (

You still owe me a bearrr ~ LOL .

I don't care which school you go ,

Just know that you are gonna do your best from now on & aim for a higher dream .

It's just the beginning .

J I A Y O U S !

loveyoumaxx , ♥

;mua

Trust me ,

Victoria's Secret Fashion Show is nothing than what you ever imagine at first .

#254 ; Countdown [ ♥ ]

It's that time of the year again .

" WELCOME TO 2012 ! "

happy new year

School is like starting in like a few hours time .

HOLYCRAPP .

Yes ,

I'm excited for school cause I'm still in the same class with my darling nuer . : 3

I go to school mainly because of friends .

And I'm really not so ready for school ,

damn it .

My holiday homework haven do finish sia .

Cause the website cannot log in - _ -

Damn bullshit can .

Asked my friends around to send me the file so i can print it out ,

turns out almost all deleted it to save space in their computers . _ .

Only one sent me the English homework file .

I only did that homework . _ .

HOSEHBO .

My history & social studies homework .

HOW CAN I DON'T DO IT !

ohmygod .

My humanities homework sia : (

Anyways ,

about 2011 that year ,

which was 2 days ago from the date of this post ,

Was pretty much a great year .

Tons of ups & downs and with all that ,

i still overcame them .

Things are starting to get better and yes ,

I'm starting to be closer to my facebook friends .

Which is really great !

Love them loads ,

they really care about me .

Never freaking regretted knowing them all .

My dearest friends .

If they did not created such an weird facebook group & added me inside ,

I guess I would not have met them all .

Thank you once again for being in my life ,

It will be a missing piece in my life if you guys ever left me .

And i really hope I don't have any conflicts with those people sia .

Seriously , I can't afford to lose them : (

So on 31 Dec ,

I left my home at 1pm plus ,

meet up with Hoonhui , Hannah , Damien & Devin to go Yishun eat chicken rice .

That stall is Tiffany's dad de .

So we wanted to drop by & eat .

Joked & laughed ,

Nice lunch ! : D

Then later Noel come by ,

and we left .

Went to City Hall there ,

meet up with WeiXiang .

Then Mesakh & Crystal also came .

I invited them to come City Harvest Church : >

Pretty cool .

New Year's eve service is really nice .

Got to know more about City Harvest and more about the Bible .

Heehee .

Then later went our seperate ways from the CG .

Went Dhoby there find Noel & Jon cause they went POMO pool .

Meet up le ,

wanted to go Astons eat but sibeh long queue .

So we went Manhattan Fish Market instead : 3

The platter really damn nice .

Quite filling : 3

Then went out and slack till 11pm plus .

Then they disiao me say I 27 years old : (

Then that day was my birthday LOL .

When the clock struck midnight ,

WE SAW FIREWORKS !

BOOM BOOM BOOM !

damn , it was really a pretty sight .

Then they sung " Happy Birthday " song to me LOL .

I was like . _ .

HAHA JOKERS .

I went to the other side there with Hoonhui t0 see the fireworks more clearly .

Then when i came back ,

they started to pop that party poppers at me .

So it seems like someone else up there with the party poppers ,

gave it to them when my back was in front of them .

Cause it's my ' Birthday ' mah .

HAHAH JOKE .

Damn funny sia .

Then later went play pool awhile ,

Jon drive me home again .

They went to Noel house play mahjong & ton there .

And that was the perfect ending to 2011 , awesome year after all .

_______________________________

Hey boyy ,

SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING LOL .

Busy + lazy : D

All daa best for your o level results next week kay !

School starting tomorrow for me,

so sian right ? : (

And i keep mia after you come back from Malaysia LOL .

HAHAH .

loveyyaaaa , ♥

" Do you ever feel like a plastic bag drifting through the wind , wanting to start again . "

[ Love the meaning of this song , ]

ONCE AGAIN : HAPPY NEW YEAR !

xoxo , Jessica ♥