#272 ; Everlasting pain

" It's all in those past memories. "

It's a Sunday yet again.

I was like rotting at home expect just packing

my camp bag for the next 3 days.

Yup you heard me, 

I'm going camp tomorrow.

This time, 

I'm not really looking forward to camp though.

Like sian only ~ . ~

Okay,

a recap about last week.

Monday - Wednesday:

Checking our exam papers.

FML, I REALLY DID NOT UP TO EXPECTATION.

It's really devastating.

I never felt this why before.

This mid-year really sucks.

S - U - C - K - S .

Sigh, and maths for this term is like a just pass that kind.

Gosh, I DON'T WANNA FAIL MATHS.

URGHHH,

All because this happened,

I was really emotional.

Mentally & physically tired of everything in school.

Damn tired.

And whenever I head to bed,

I just like sleep instantly.

And ignored my promised late night phone calls to people too ; (

# holyshit.

What's like to have a elder brother around my age?

Will he be thoughtful & loving to this sister?

Will he lend his listening ears to this sister?

Will he try his very best to make this sister smile?

# ifonly

And yes,

You know I just mention about daa mocking jay necklace thing right,

well mine order arrived  .

MAIL TIME :

#mockingjay

Isn't she a beauty?

Now looking for clothes to fit LOL.

Ahhh suppper happy.

But not till I get back my results after camp > . >

And if you have not see my Jaebum new song,

it's here :

Come one let it bounce, bounce!

This song also not bad!

Damn catchy.

ENJOY THESE 2 MUSIC.

Tomorrow, I'll be away on a 3 days camp.

Do miss me kays.

Meanwhile, support my new k-pop tumblr :

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#271 ; Guess I'm sorry.

Today quite auto.
Wanted to blog so badly haha.

Just came back from school.
Today I took my Literature paper.

Since my paper starts at 11.30am ,
I got a Literature Consultation at 10am ,

I MANAGED TO GET MORE SLEEP ( Y )

But still,

I was still quite sleeping during the paper.
Cause it's afternoon paper.
Who loves it?

But thinking that I can sleep more,
IT'S AWESOME K.
# pigdieme

I love to sleep.
I love to sleep late.
But wake up late.
As late as 3pm.

People send morning texts on the weekends/holidays,
I afternoon reply LOL.

Though the phone is beside me,
I can't hear a thing o - o

HOT.

Thank God,
it's the end of my MYE tomorrow!
Having Chemistry paper.

I know I'll do not as expectation from my teachers again.
Especially Humanities.

ARUGH ANNOYING.
I help others till I drop myself badly ; _ ;
And also other mistakes I made on my own
Position sure drop.
There goes my motivation.

Sigh,
I need to motivate myself again > . >

Disappointments yet again.
I suck.

Hope things turn out well for tomorrow.

And again,
I have no idea where to hang out tomorrow, LOL.
Let's hope something good will pop in my head tomorrow.
Cheerios for now,
Shall go mug for Chemistry.
Catch me on twitter , @JCYY_

#  H W A I T I N G ! ( Y )

xoxo , 

Somebody that I used to know.

#270 ; I had enough. Come back to me, now.

" Dream a dream. "

" How's life? "
It's a questions I have been longing to ask.
But I'm afraid you have forgotten me or worse,
don't want me.
I don't know what's going on, dear.
I know I have rejected like a few guys this 2 months,
thinking maybe you'll be upset.
I don't know.
Urgh.

Things in school are getting tiring.
I want someone in my life where I can love wholeheartedly.
Someone who I can send my greeting wishes with a kiss.
Guess in this world, pretty ones get them all.

Being in such a judgemental society is killing me.
Nothing seems to work out anyway.

Back to life :

It's the exams period again!
My maths is getting horrible, I know ; _ ;
GOD, I HOPE I REALLY PASS.
I DON'T CARE IF IT'S A BORDERLINE PASS : |

Tomorrow is a public holiday.
#awesomeshit

Can go out enjoy,
Opps study I meant.
Gonna have Study date tomorrow.
Maths, Imma gonna conquer you!

Took my language papers already and my Humanities.
Left my Literature, coming Wednesday.
And my Chemistry on Thurs.
Tuesday Maths paper 2 better be good : (

Watched The Avengers last Friday cause our paper ended at 10.30am,
We didn't know what to do with our life next : |

I must say, It's freaking awesome!

Maybe I should watch it again ; )

Had lunch at the foodcourt in AMKHub while waiting for people.

Played this stupid game on the iPhone app.

It's like guessing the different logos and stuff.

HAHA, EPIC.

Till we listened to Double Take - Hot problems . .

Here's the video in case you didn't watched yet.

I bo wei gong, LOL.

Oh before I forgot,

last week Wednesday,

Some mediacorp people came down to my school to film some

National Day song thing.

Awesome right!

And we saw Tay Ping Hui !

Whoa photo too big I guess.

It was pretty great,

HAHA.

And sorry for not being able to blog as often.

Pretty busy & yeah,

Sometimes I feel what's the use of blogging when no one is gonna find time to read it anyway.

Okay, thanks faithful readers : )