#275 ; If I could fall into the sky

"I still need you."

It's finally Friday!
Ahh I'm so tired already.
First week of school and many things have been going on.

Annyeong readers!

So as I mention before,
we baked cookies for Fund Raising.
And guess what?
COOKIE SALES WAS AWESOME!
I didn't expect that, really.

Earn about $50 plus in like just 10 mins?
HAHAHA LIFE HACK!

I have been sleeping "early" too.

LOL.

I meant like by 11pm,

I'll feel extremely tired.

Ahhhhhhh hate it!

I can't imagine when Exams starts.

Cause I will mug till midnight plus.

Sometimes, I really want to give up.

But I can't.

Oh this, you must see this photoset.

                        

 HAHAH OKAY BACK TO THE POINT.

But if I talk in a relationship point-of-view, 

wow.

1. I have met people in life where someone would give their all for someone who 

he/she loves even if he/she don't give a damn about it.

2. I have met people who went through pressure from family and doing it all 

because of love.

3. I have met people who is being too materialistic to someone,

taking advantages and just breaking his heart.

And I also met people who really want to love, being able to tell it all but is just afraid of the answer.

That's me.

I really find myself fcuking pathetic.

Okay firstly,

I don't really have confident in myself.

I am not pretty so I would fail the first impression of course.

I am not slim, I got a fat thigh and stomach.

Not being attractive at all.

I am not saying all guys are like this but yeah,

YOU do look at first impressions, do ya?

Do not deny. Come on.

It is really hard to survive well in this judgemental society.

Nothing would really go right.

To be serious, 

I am jealous at couples who could really last long like realllly last long!

All the best yeah.

And I don't know who will be my future boyfriend would be like.

I want to experience something different.

Hahas, you might say I'm young to think of it but still,

it is something in my head for a long time.

And I still really do miss him.

Though it was nothing but he really kanda have a deep impression in me.

Sigh, what had gone wrong?

Boohoo, this sucks.

Oh whatever the outcome would be like,

I want to meet the guy that is willing to treat me right.

But when will it be?

Song of the day:

Making my way downtown, walking fast 
Faces pass and I'm home bound 
Staring blankly ahead, just making my way 
Making a way through the crowd 
 And I need you 
And I miss you 
And now I wonder 
 If I could fall into the sky
 Do you think time would pass me by? 
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles 
If I could just see you, Tonight 


 It's always times like these when I think of you 
And I wonder if you ever think of me 
'Cause every thing's so wrong and I don't belong
Living in your precious memory 
 'Cause I need you
 And I miss you 
And now I wonder 
 If I could fall into the sky 
Do you think time would pass me by
 'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles 
If I could just see you, Tonight 


And 
I, I Don't wanna let you know 
I, I Drown in your memory 
I, I Don't wanna let this go
I, I don't 


Making my way downtown, walking fast
Faces pass and I'm home bound 
Staring blankly ahead, just making my way 
Making a way through the crowd 
 And I still need you 
And I still miss you 
And now I wonder If I could fall into the sky 
Do you think time would pass us by? 
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles 
If I could just see you 
If I could fall into the sky 
Do you think time would pass me by? 
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles 
If I could just see you If I could just hold you, Tonight

#274 ; Wild ones

Days & night, my mind is still set on you.

One day left on the holiday week and
I haven't complete my homework, great.


And this June Holiday don't even looked like a holiday to me.
I'm just super busy and stuff.
Hectic month.

After I'm back from Bali,
I have been busy doing NOTHING.
LOL.
Gaming all the way and stuff.
Only started doing homework on the 3rd week of holiday.
But I still slack : l

Party hard while you still can.

I'm always not at home LOL.

Just recently,

went for Chalet! 

The usual Facebook group gang.

I only went for BBQ, didn't stayed over night ) :

Cause mom won't let.

CAUSE IT'S SUPPER LAST MINUTE.

Jon only tweet me like in the first thing when I woke up.

Then found an excuse to leave home, : )

Met Angus first at YCK Mrt then off to go NYP find Jon.

He drove us there and also pick up the rest.

I can say that Chalet quite fail.

First time heard people want bbq also never buy anything,

On that day then buy LOL.

WHERE GOT TIME . _ .

Went off to NTUC to shop for last minute items.

HAHA EPIC.

We damn noisy can : l

Just made soo much noise and stuff haha.

Jon, Zhangren, Angus and myself went to start fire first!

Only then the rest joined.

Group photo!

I know it's quite blur, ohwell : )

I had to leave early ) :

Rushed home from Pasir Ris to AMK.

Thank God reached home at the same time as Mom, HAHA.

Next day,

I had to wake up at 10am to get ready for school at 11am.

But as expected,

I woke up late again: 10.24am

I was like "SHIIT!" and rushed out of house by 10.53am

Yes, confirm late.

Ohwell.

On the bus, met XinPing!

Haha, I'm not alone!

Went to school to find that Mrs Yau forget buy egg to bake cookies.

Like # dafug?

And off we went Thomsan Plaza the FairPrice to get the items.

Shun bian we brought maggie so we can cook at school for lunch,

# doublewin.

That day kanda failed in baking HAHA.

The cookies's surface looked so rough!

And it's soft and too peanut-ty!

I wanna bake like this!

After baking at school,

went to Ryan's new house.

His house left me speechless.

Damn jealous sia.

So nice ; _ ;

And the next 2 following days,

We have been going to his house AHHA.

Just go there slack,

do homework & play : )

It's really great to spend my remaining holiday there with my other cliques.

So much fun!

Oh dread school on Monday, 

* inserts sad & emotional expression *

And back to reality,
I still have my own problems of course.
In my mind, it's only him.
Thinking that for once I can be serious in this again but guess not.
It just ended like that.

I hope things will really get better.
Sigh.

And I'm not afraid saying "I love you." 

It's just the answer after that.

#273 ; It all ends tonight

" Thank you, for everything. "

I KNOW IT'S A VERY VERY LONG TIME SINCE I BLOGGED.

yeah hahaha I'm tooo lazy to = 3 =

But when I saw my blog again,

it somehow gave me motivation to blog again so here I am today!

It's the June school holidays and yet I have so much things on my " To - do " list.

I know one particlar week, 

I was totally heartbroken with all the things I faced.

Well, that's how life is bitter I guess.

Yup, 

gotten back my Mid-year results.

8 th in class but level, 19th.

I deproved alot.

A L O T.

I'm soooo freaking disappointed in myself, really.

I never felt this way before.

What's wrong with me?

And then finally,

mustered up the courage to clear up my stupid, yet complicated "relationship".

To be serious,

I really did tear up when I was talking to him.

That few, last sentence.

Then somehow,

I think that night, it some how rained I guess then my youtube tab,

was playing this song.

Dafug =3=

CALL IT FATE K.

hahas !

Then I was listening to this old, emotional song.

" You said you don't know me.

 And you don't even care, oh yeah. "

I'm fine now kays, if you ever asked : ' )

Cause it never even started yeah.

Just got too much things that made me thought that way.

Haha, silly me.

And in case you have been stalking my Facebook , Twitter.

Yup, I have just travelled to a place called Bali, Indonesia from

30 May to 3rd June!

Man, gotta love that place.

I have never been to such a refreshing place before.

Haha I bought tons of things there.

And and,

The highlight of the trip for me there was the trip to Green School .

Do check the link, I think it's pretty interesting.

This school was built using bamboo,

YES BAMBOO.

It's all like eco-friendly.

I really love that place!

We went and made organic chocolate.

I still brought back the coco powder, HAHA.

And made hats out of leaves.

Pretty fun.

Summary of the school:

It's about some rich guy/couple who had like millions of money and decided to built this school

to promote this environmental friendly school.

I have never came across to such things that people will really give their all

just to protect our world.

Everyday in Green school is Earth Day.

I really fell in love with this school sooo much, really.

It's a regret that we left that place after a day's tour.

But just how many of you will leave this city life to somewhere

like village, just to lead a simple life?

If i ever got a chance again to visit that place,

I won't mind.

PHOTO IN BALI 

This is Tanah Lot.

YUP, IT'S AMAZING RIGHT?

Volcano in Bali ~

Self-portrait at a restaurant by the Volcano in Bali.

It's really freezing cold there, Burr!

In our blazers before heading towards

SMAN4 Depaser School in Bali for our Twinning Programme.

After our traditional performance for the students in Bali.

OUCH, MY ARSE D :

BOO YAH !

Shots taken during our trip to the Bali Museum!

AWESOME SHOT RIGHT?

Thanks for the memories.

This is just the beginning.