I want this nail colour , SERIOUSLY LOL .
Whatever video below this line please ,pause the music playing and watch it !RWARR !
i forgot to blog yesterday . _ .
Heehee .
Today ,
quite crappy .
CAUSE MY AUDITION FILE GONE .
* poof *
Annoying .
Idk what i press also luh : (
Sua re-download .
SIANNNNN .
Guess i'll try to wake up early in the morning ,
to continue my download .
: (
Watching my breaking dawn liao : D
HEEHEE .
Ending was okay lah .
- NOT SPOILING IT FOR YOU -
GAHH . PART 2 LIAO NEXT TIME : /
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Facebook chat .
Well , this guy .
SOMEHOW .
Also same school as my silly boy ,
came to talked to me like recently .
Keep bug me , say what want jio me ; _ ;
Then I told him about it ,
asking who the hell is he .
He told me he was a hongster , etc .
I was like ,
OH NO WONDER SO RANDOM .
Then what you see above for that last message was
what he send to him .
R O F L .
Like damn bastard but bo bian ,
boy jealous : b
This month pretty sway lah hor .
Alot confess to me .
All dk much de LOL .
- BHB - : D
Butbut ,
don't say i'm a player or whatever .
I'm still faithful to one .
it's not real kays .
But who knows , - winkwink -
He is good to me lahh .
Heehee ,
my boy ♥
And just recently ,
I lost my God Grandmother .
She is a neighbour near where I live lah .
She died on a Tuesday morning ,
around the time i just woke up from bed .
Thinking about it ,
i reminds me of a video that I just watched in school
when our EOY ended .
My fave english teacher showed us .
Please take 10 mins of your time to watch this video kays !
Really meaningful : ' (
It really portrays how when I'm sleeping ,
while my god grandmother is in the hospital ,
getting her last few breaths .
My god grandmother who has been taking care of me since young .
Always taking her time to baby sit me when my parents is away from work .
I feel really grateful and also ,
I have regrets .
Perhaps my mum & I took things for granted .
As i grew up ,
the number of times i took time to visit her was lesser & lesser .
Was busy with school & work ,
even if I had my free time ,
most of it is invest to my own stuffs .
Like what they say " Only when someone dies , then we'll notice his/her presence . "
Yes , I felt remorseful .
But what else can I do ?
" Money can't buy me a time machine . "
I only did my prayers ,
hoping she is doing well in heaven .
AMEN .
Somehow in my life ,
i feel blessed & fucked up at times .
With so much things around me ,
& with my journey so far in life ,
I have really learnt alot .
So glad to have met friends that are really loyal ,
showing tons of concerns for me though there might be an age gap .
At least they know what's wrong & what's right .
How to treat a person better .
Showing affection to one anther ,
looking out for each other .
I thank God for the life i have ,And as a saying goes ,No man is able to confidently say that he will be living tomorrow .So cherish whatever you have now ,so that you will not have regrets onto the future ahead .& If i die now , I'll die happy .I GUESS LOL .
And I thank God for meeting him too ( :
Made me real happy this few months .
WE'RE ACTING LIKE A COUPLE BUT WE ARE NOT LOL HAHHA .
Random ' i love you ' makes my day , boy .
loveya , ( :
" And in another life , I would be your girl . "
