It's Saturday already .
I'm damn bored of my auditionSEA .
Cause someone not around : (
Busy with my garden .
Wahkao garden .
Every 1 hour ,
i keep forget to water the plants . _ .
Haiyo .
At least my ring level up to 33 le >:D
So by the time he come back ,
I believe we can be ready for love party le .
I haven't started buying Christmas gifts !
Disaster !
Anyway I'm broke still < / 3
Currently planning for an upcoming Christmas BBQ with my facebook friends !
Can't wait : 3
As an organizer ,
tons of things have to be done .
So by Tue when i meet Ncc , YuTian & Damien ,
we can get our final planning done once & for all !
Last 2 days ,
Thursday ,
Netball training .
We had a match with coach friends .
Damn cui .
I don't know why but I was really fcuking off form that day .
Simi ball also can't really shoot well like last time .
Damn fcuked up .
Arugh .
I must really fcuking work harder !
Competition is around Jan - Feb .
I cannot slack .
It will be a freaking busy year ahead .
Hope that my CA1 results will be good enough to encourage me on further.
I must do equally well on my court work & studies .
I cannot lose my top position .
You see ,
I'm not being too hard on myself but since after I have been doing well in my studies
ever since i left primary school ,
my relationship with my Mum got better .
Because she knows that i'm getting serious about school .
I want to make her proud , really .
And it's really fcuking tiring actually .
This year towards EOY ,
I felt this stress , pressure to push myself forward .
I know ,
I have to do this myself not because of pleasing others .
But ,
really after what happened ,
things in my life is starting to take a turn ,
for the better at times .
It was really relieving .
I hope things will really go freaking well next year .
Have to start catching up whatever I missed
& do well for my ' N ' level & ' O ' level .
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !
& tomorrow ,
IT'S STATIONARY SHOPPING ( Y )
Fcuk yeah ,
best time of the year .
Where I spam all my money on pens , etc .
TRUST ME ,
I'll $30 and above just on pens : 3
And my new school bag ,
i guess i have to wait till after 8 Jan .
My mum is being naggy on my old bag .
Say what still can use - _ -
HELLO , I NEED SOMETHING NEW > :
See how bahhhhh x (
Cause when I'm with him , I'm thinking of you .
