#263 ; Nothing lasts forever

Heehee Saturday at last : )

Thank god exams are over .

cheers !

But some results we got back was really unexpected .

Especially my Chemistry ! : (

Impossible lor .

I got only 50 / 100 .

AND ALL MY CHEM TEST PASS SIA : |

Nevermind ,

Teacher is gonna check through the papers again .

I hope something will be changed : /

And Maths paper on Friday was pretty fine .

But the fact that I lost 3 marks for being careless ; _ ; ?

FML : <

So anyways ,

TODAYYY : BBQ AT SEBASTIAN HOUSE : D

We reached Adiralty MRT Station at around 2 plus .

Meet up with the rest & off we went !

At there ,

we went for a lan gaming session .

LOL .

Means all of them brought their lappy ,

en all started playing games .

Due to the limited computers & having problems connecting to the internet ,

some of us went out to the living room & took some photos .

Zilians & group photos : D

My forever 21 shoes : 3

Omg so fun .

TILL AT NIGHT AROUND 8PM PLUS ,

I slipped and fell into the pool .

ROFL : (

I stepped the edge of the pool ; _ ;

Got my jeans short wet ,

half of my shirt was wet : (

LOL EPIC .

Had some cuts on my foot too ; (

" OUCH ! "

But it was okay lah .

I so dumb . _ .

HAHA LOL .

Going to Sebastian house for BBQ is one of the best few places my cliques

have went as a group everr !

Never a fail for once , this BBQ : )

Hope we're gonna have another outing soon in a near future .

Bestdayeverafterourexams : )

Booyaa boy :)

As usual , meet up soon : )

I want to have equal fun going out with you like my friends : )

That would spice up everything : b

If you get what I meant lol . _ .

Meetupsoon .

Loveya : )

" Because the reason I live is you . "

#262 ; Broken & Torn

" I have to hold one a little while longer . "

Today , fugged up day .

Things went wrong , totally .

This week has been really a mad week for me .

EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS ,

and it's just the CA now but i'm feeling the pressure .

Wait till mid year & EOY exams come .

That will be a good game .

And for a 15-year old girl like me ,

Just totally broke down in school and cried .

Really cried , thinking how badly I have failed both mentally & physically in life .

Things just went really wrong :

• Today's Social Studies test was a disaster .
  I didn't even completed my second question essay conclusion and for my first question's conclusion , I totally blacked out on what I have memorised all morning . #DulanTTM
• Got back my Literature results and FML , I FAILED BY 1 MARK .
  Though some other express kids also failed .
  Some got lower than me but for me , I felt that I really failed badly .
  THIS IS NOT GOOD .
• This week alone , I guessed I failed my chinese paper 2 also .
  I was really being too complacent about my Chinese .
  Yup , I totally regretted not studying well .
• Today during PE was the worst . They keep want to re-match cause they bu shuang we wining them . And since the teacher abit blur , keep debate for rematch or what score not counted .THEY ONLY THINK ABOUT THEIR WINNINGS .How about us ?
  I REALLY FEEL DAMN UNJUST CAN - . -

Seriously , I'M TIRED OF SCHOOL LIFE DRAMA .

Thanks to Summyya & Wanling who comforted me : )

I really gotta thank this two for today .

And now even typing this , I feel #fuckedup .

After that ,

I settled down .

Calmed down my emotions & I started to do some revision for Maths with Wanling : )

I REALLY HAVE TO THANK HER AGAIN .

She really got a patient to teach such a noob girl who has no cue about Maths as she hates it ; )

Went for CCA ,

taught my junior how to shoot in Netball .

heehee , SUCCESS : )

Getting better slightly each time a ball is put into the net .

I think coach is happy with me ; b

Anyways , I hope things will change for the better .

I hope I can chillax a little , take in a little breather & smile : )

But still I have to do my best .

Thanks again Myya & Wanling .

#ifuggingloveyou .

SONG DEDICATED TO BOTH OF THEM : )

I know you may not like kpop but the lyrics really suits what I'm feeling .

" Used to the blue tears , blue sorrow . "

#261 ; You made me love you

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON’T ASK FOR :

1. Touch her waist .
2. Actually talk to her .
3. Share secrets with her .
4. Give her your jacket .
5. Kiss her slowly .

Are you remembering this ?
6. Hug her .
7. Hold her .
8. Laugh with her .
9. Invite her somewhere .
10. Hangout with her and your friends together .

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her .
12. Take pictures with her .
13. Pull her onto your lap .
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it . Fight back .
15. When her friends say “ I love her more than you ” , deny it .

Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends .

It makes her feel loved .

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her .
17. Kiss her unexpectedly .
18. Hug her from behind around the waist .
19. Tell her she’s beautiful .
20. Tell her the way you feel about her .

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her , walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman .
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it .
23. If it seems like there is something wrong , ask her - if she denies something being wrong , it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her .

24. Make her feel loved .
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know !

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her .
27. DON’T cheat on her .
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants .
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her .
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you , and even when she doesn’t need you , just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you .

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT .
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too .
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her .
33. Kiss her on the cheek ; ( it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her )
34. While in the movies , put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder , then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly .

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad .

If she’s upset , comfort her .

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her , stand up for her .
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her .
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart , link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you .
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand .
40. When you hug her , hold her in your arms as long as possible .

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams .
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears .
43. Take her for long walks at night .
44. Always remind her how much you love her .
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her .

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love . . ♥

Awww ,

I hope it really does happen to me one day with someone I truly give my all to . ♥

And it's all I have to post for today .

Just sharing this truths about girls : )

I have to start mugging for my exams .

Tomorrow first 2 papers : Mother Tongue & Literature .

AHHH I LAZY STUDY T . T

____________________________

I really love you ..

arugh .

#260 ; Valentine's Day

My girlfriend invited me to her house ,

I found her sister alone in the house ,

she was unbelievably sexy ,

she whispered in my ear , " i have feelings for you , shall we have s*x " ,

I immediately turned around and walked to the front door to go to my car ,

I found my girlfriend standing there ,

she hugged me and said : " you've won my trust " ...

Moral of the story : Always keep your condoms in the car .

T U E S D A Y .

Yup it's Tuesday .

What's Valentine's day anyway ; ) ?

Phew , finally free from my work during my weekends @ . @

From Friday till Sunday ,

I was at the IT Fair by Gain City .

Helping people take photo using Canon DSLR & then printing the photos out

for those people who have taken it ; )

So it's like take photo , print .

Take . Print .

Take . Print .

All the products i was using was all Canon all the way ,

1. Canon Photo paper
2. Canon Printer
3. Canon DSLR
4. Canon Printer Ink

Some asked me if I was like promoting Canon or something , ROFL .

My working place environment there was not that bad .

All really friendly people : )

Like if you start a conversation with any one of them ,

JUST ONE - Can talk like 30 mins plus de .

HAHAHA JOKERS : )

Met new people & made friends with Xavier , Keith , Jonathan & Aliya

- I think that's how I spell her name ? LOL .

Really great people .

Xavier

- Really a funny & awesome guy !

He helped me alot during the 1st & the 3rd day in the IT Show .

Told Aliya & I some really funny stories about his past working experience .

Laugh till my stomach pain sia HAHA .

If i ever wanna work with Gain City ever again , I'll find him again ; )

Will never forget him ; ) !

Keith

- He and my other friend , WeiXiang , was the Gain City mini van Mascot .

Keith once helped me took some photos when I was the only one busy doing the photo takings & photo printing .

Really great guy too : )

Aliya ( Sorry if i misspelled her name . )

* * Whatever i just spelled her name above , is how her name is pronounced LOL .

- Great partner .

Really friendly . : D

One of the first few people I know in my working place in those 3 days .

Those photos above are scanned by my HP Printer : b

Taken by Canon DSLR & Printer by Canon Photo Printer during the IT Fair .

" Yup , that girl : ) "

Damien , STILL VERY BAD TO ME : (

Keep disiao me , LOL .

Sian sia ,

next 2 IT Shows that has Gain City in it ,

I can't work .

S C H O O L : (

" I'm already starting to miss Gain City staffs : ( "

____________________

Today , VALENTINE'S DAY .

▲ JESSICΛ @JCYY_

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I wanna recieve a rose :( #Likeacool

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Sad sia .
I no rose to get : (

But my junior gave me sweets with a note .

Sweet enough : )

Then wanted to meet my boy tomorrow then he say he want maple . _ .

LOL SUA .

Maple more important . _ .

Tomorrow English course is canceled , YAY ; )

Rest day .

Shall study sua .

Sian sia if i don't do anything tomorrow . _ .

And i regretted not getting anything for my friends for Valentine's day this year .

#Likeacool nia .

Buying soft toys for your friends as a show that you really care for them .

NEXT YEAR , I WILL DO IT I SWEAR : )

I really really really wanna get something during Valentine's Day : (

Like damn sweet can !

Awww , another sweet guy friend : )

I hope I will get to experience a great Valentine's Day with someone I like : )

LAOGONGG : b

Happy Valentine's Day .

Loveyoumaxxx . x )

Please please find more time to go out kay .

I don't know but I don't want this to fade away , sadly .

At times , I get disappointed .

I think you should know yeah . _ .

But whatever it is ,

keep this strong cause It's rare that I am like very . _. to someone .

Thank you for this time & sorry if I have upset you .

I L O V E Y O U .

" If hopes are kept too high , I'm bound to get more disappointment . "

#259 ; What makes you beautiful

It's T H UR S D A Y : )

And yes , yet another busy week .

Valentine's Day is coming .

#ForeverAlone

But got one guy ask me out on that day O - O

Say what go for movies .

But nah , I rejected him say i got Netball training : x

Someone should be happy : b

This week has been really hectic ,

TEST , TEST & TEST !

THANK GOD THIS WEEK IS ENDING .

But next week ,

I will start 2 of my CA1 papers liao : (

Chemistry & Literature .

C R A P .

This weekend ,

I'm gonna work at a IT Show @ Suntec .

If you see me , SAY HI KAY : )

And somehow i really should not let my friend register this job for me .

I didn't know this week will be so tiring now .

Not enough rest ,

Hope i don't toh this few weeks sia .

Toh = gg.com

EXAMS COMING .

And this month is JUST ONLY February .

I am making myself busy as if I'm gonna sit for my ' O ' level already ,

LOL .

Just yesterday ,

met my boy & my friend to play billiard : )

WAHAHHA EPIC CAN .

Omg , i so noob : )

Trying to teach CaiYun how play billiard properly ,

Calvin disiao nia . : (

LOL .

At least yesterday was something fun throughout this whole busy week .

Thanks alot , ♥♥♥

" This bear so cute ; ) "

And back to my busy week yet again .

I really hope I don't get sick or something before my exams sia ! ; (

Gotta take good care of myself , yeah .

Alright ,

I'm calling Singtel now .

BUSYY .

Will be blogging soon ; )

Hi boyy ! : )

Thank you about yesterday lol .

And take good care of your leg leh .

LEGS ARE MEANT FOR WALKING DUDE .

LOL .

See la , ankle socks LOL .

Rest well , meet you soon : )

I want pool again : D