" I have to hold one a little while longer . "
Today , fugged up day .
Things went wrong , totally .
This week has been really a mad week for me .
EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS ,
and it's just the CA now but i'm feeling the pressure .
Wait till mid year & EOY exams come .
That will be a good game .
And for a 15-year old girl like me ,
Just totally broke down in school and cried .
Really cried , thinking how badly I have failed both mentally & physically in life .
Things just went really wrong :
- Today's Social Studies test was a disaster .
I didn't even completed my second question essay conclusion and for my first question's conclusion , I totally blacked out on what I have memorised all morning . #DulanTTM - Got back my Literature results and FML , I FAILED BY 1 MARK .
Though some other express kids also failed .
Some got lower than me but for me , I felt that I really failed badly .
THIS IS NOT GOOD . - This week alone , I guessed I failed my chinese paper 2 also .
I was really being too complacent about my Chinese .
Yup , I totally regretted not studying well . - Today during PE was the worst . They keep want to re-match cause they bu shuang we wining them . And since the teacher abit blur , keep debate for rematch or what score not counted .THEY ONLY THINK ABOUT THEIR WINNINGS .How about us ?
I REALLY FEEL DAMN UNJUST CAN - . -
Seriously , I'M TIRED OF SCHOOL LIFE DRAMA .
Thanks to Summyya & Wanling who comforted me : )
I really gotta thank this two for today .
And now even typing this , I feel #fuckedup .
After that ,
I settled down .
Calmed down my emotions & I started to do some revision for Maths with Wanling : )
I REALLY HAVE TO THANK HER AGAIN .
She really got a patient to teach such a noob girl who has no cue about Maths as she hates it ; )
Went for CCA ,
taught my junior how to shoot in Netball .
heehee , SUCCESS : )
Getting better slightly each time a ball is put into the net .
I think coach is happy with me ; b
Anyways , I hope things will change for the better .
I hope I can chillax a little , take in a little breather & smile : )
But still I have to do my best .
Thanks again Myya & Wanling .
#ifuggingloveyou .
SONG DEDICATED TO BOTH OF THEM : )
I know you may not like kpop but the lyrics really suits what I'm feeling .
" Used to the blue tears , blue sorrow . "
