#253 ; All I want for Christmas is you

Yup it's the time of the year again !

School is starting soon too .

Crap ,

tons of things to prepare .

Sorry for not being able to blog as often .

: ( boohoo .

Wednesday & Thursday ,

I was in school the whole day ,

doing preparation for the 2012 Sec 1 Orientation .

We as student leaders have to make sure the event runs smoothly .

Friday ,

I got a Chirstmas BBQ .

I am the oranginzers so yeah .

Things have to go well too .

But the weather was really a nuisance .

Annoying much .

But things must carry on .

It turned up pretty fun anyway : >

Heeheee .

But alot people disiao me lorh : /

Saturday ,

which was on Christmas Eve ,

I finally went CHC ,

City Harvest Church !

Not bad sia .

That church is sibeh rich to have good lighting & stuffs .

After service ,

went for fellowship .

Went bugis for steamboat & bbq .

Like those kind in Seoul Garden .

Alot of people sia !

Lucky we went early .

And also very less manpower .

Everything was in a HUGE mess .

The tom yam soup sibeh nice sia ( Y )

HOLY I WANT MORE .

After that ,

they wanted to go Orchard for countdown but i reject them .

I have to go home : (

So I reached home at 11pm plus .

It was really earlier than my Christmas BBQ .

Like 11pm plus I go cab home ,

$18.90 fly ~

From Bukit Gombak take to AMK LEH LOL .

But good thing is we share cab cost lah : b

I not so rich pay so much : /

Reached home ,

lie on my bed awhile nia ,

whole body nua LOL .

Legs so sore !

Met new friends ,

really fun .

perhaps this Saturday I'm going CHC for service then after that ,

COUNTDOWN TO 2012 ! ( Y )

Today Christmas ,

went to mum's catholic church .

Wahtoday ,

it's damn dulan day .

Dulan with my mum all the way after church .

Arugh .

DAMN ANNOYING .

LIKE JITAO EVERYTHING MY FAULT .

Sua lah - _ -

Fcuked up Christmas .

Last min cancel plans .

I DAMN ANGRY SIA .

Wanted to shop then my mum kpkb .

SUA IDC .

NEXT MONTH WHEN I TAKE SCHOLARSHIP ,

I'M GOING ON SHOPPING SPREE ( Y )

Happy mood just died in like seconds .

Well on the other hand ,

I got my new pairs of school shoes le ( Y ) .

Went Bata buy . _ .

I know right ,

BATA = Buy And Throw Away .

ROFL .

And also brought new sandals !

But its like high heels that kind .

I wear liao ,

WAHKAO , I BECOME TO TALL . _ .

Like my height is already tall enough + wear high heels .

Omfg .

Brought a new screen protector ,

brought new printer ink ,

LIKE FINALLLYYYY !

Sway thing is .

I anyhow spam in my LMS account .

I want to print my homework but its just seems to not work for me - _ -

What after 6 failed login ,

they DISABLED me .

They took my IP Address ,

this way i cannot log in liao .

WAHLAO HOSEH LOR .

If tomorrow I still can't log in ,

I'm gonna ask my classmate send me the file online : /

Later I'm gonna get food ( Y ) .

Brought tons of food .

it's gonna be a feast !

# Hey boyyyy !

Sorry for like mia-ing this few days .

Didn't even blogged . _ .

And hey ,

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

iloveyouyouyou ~

Hope you're having a great time without me < / 3

LOL .

I sibeh lonely leh : (

Garden ,

I chiong to Level 34 le .

When you come back ,

chiong some more hearts ,

MY CALADIUM RING !

ILOVEYOULAHHHKAYY ! ♥

TEXT ME WHEN YOU STEP ONE FOOT TO SG ! ♥♥♥

Rawrr ,

" When your lips touch mine , It's the kiss of life . "

#252 ; As you always worry , you say that foolish dreams are poisonous .

I fcuking miss you , Idiot .

Another boring day : /

This morning ,
surprising I could wake up .

And when I woke up ,
I realised i left my phone on my Youtube page .

So it seemed like I fell asleep while waiting for my youtube app to load .

LMAO .

Woke up ,
took my phone .
I saw like 3 text messages& 1 missed call .

" I know it's less kay . I'm #foreveralone . "

Text messages from my friend ,
asking me to view my e-portal .
See the class results .

So I literally jumped out of bed and straight to my computer .
My mum chua tio .
Thought i still sleeping like a pig . _ .

Then logged into my account .
Saw the class assignment .

FCUK MY LIFE .
Bullshit !

IT'S FCUKING BULLSHIT .
Seriously , _ | _

Cy not the same class with me < / 3
Yuemi not the same class with me < /3
People that I don't want to see in the other neighbouring class is in the same class as me .
CCB , KNN LAHHH !

CHAO LAHHHHHH !
Rawrrr !

Sua ,
- _ - next year just concentrate on my studies can liao .

I'm spending my next 3 years with fcuked up people .
Yay _ | _ !

Concentrate on my studies .
Top N(A) .

JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU !

And tomorrow ,
GOT NETBALL TRAINING .
OMFG .

Good , I need a work out : b

And damn ,
WHY MY AUDI GARDEN SO SLOW TO BLOOM > : (
By next week ,
I want do something ; D
Hope things go well to my plans ♥

And the latest update from that fcuking HolyFadedSoldier .

Fuck you HolyFatedSoldier .

Click here to watch his insulting video about Singapore

Seriously ?
FUCK YOU .

" First of all , Mr HolyFadedSoldier - FHS ,
just one letter away from the word FHM ,
That totally talks about your country . "









Hey boyy .
Wait , are you even still reading my posts ?
LOL .

Fcuk care . ; hoho

I just wanna say ,
I'M BORED .

& I miss you : )

xox0 , ♥

I've got a knife behind my back -just sayin'

#251 ; Thinking of you

It's Saturday already .


I'm damn bored of my auditionSEA .
Cause someone not around : (

Busy with my garden .

Wahkao garden .
Every 1 hour ,
i keep forget to water the plants . _ .
Haiyo .

At least my ring level up to 33 le >:D
So by the time he come back ,
I believe we can be ready for love party le .

I haven't started buying Christmas gifts !
Disaster !
Anyway I'm broke still < / 3

Currently planning for an upcoming Christmas BBQ with my facebook friends !
Can't wait : 3

As an organizer ,
tons of things have to be done .
So by Tue when i meet Ncc , YuTian & Damien ,
we can get our final planning done once & for all !

Last 2 days ,
Thursday ,

Netball training .

We had a match with coach friends .
Damn cui .

I don't know why but I was really fcuking off form that day .
Simi ball also can't really shoot well like last time .
Damn fcuked up .
Arugh .

I must really fcuking work harder !
Competition is around Jan - Feb .
I cannot slack .

It will be a freaking busy year ahead .
Hope that my CA1 results will be good enough to encourage me on further.

I must do equally well on my court work & studies .
I cannot lose my top position .

You see ,
I'm not being too hard on myself but since after I have been doing well in my studies
ever since i left primary school ,
my relationship with my Mum got better .

Because she knows that i'm getting serious about school .
I want to make her proud , really .

And it's really fcuking tiring actually .
This year towards EOY ,
I felt this stress , pressure to push myself forward .
I know ,
I have to do this myself not because of pleasing others .

But ,
really after what happened ,
things in my life is starting to take a turn ,
for the better at times .

It was really relieving .

I hope things will really go freaking well next year .

Have to start catching up whatever I missed
& do well for my ' N ' level & ' O ' level .
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !

& tomorrow ,
IT'S STATIONARY SHOPPING ( Y )

Fcuk yeah ,
best time of the year .

Where I spam all my money on pens , etc .
TRUST ME ,
I'll $30 and above just on pens : 3

And my new school bag ,
i guess i have to wait till after 8 Jan .
My mum is being naggy on my old bag .
Say what still can use - _ -

HELLO , I NEED SOMETHING NEW > :

See how bahhhhh x (

Cause when I'm with him , I'm thinking of you .

#250 ; We found love in a hopeless place

Run run run away -

" Damn I love this song . Music video sad sia ; ( . "

I fcuking love this song .

And sorry for the hopelessly late post .

LOL .

Nothing much to blog and anyway ,

who really reads it and understands it ?

Just 2 days ago on the Monday ,

< Meteorites > fam outing : D

Mesakh ,

our fam master ,

late again for fam outing : |

Dua pai lor him ROFL .

Other members ,

Joel & Wen Han or sth .

HuiTing audi couple came .

They freaking quiet : (

At least I took the chance to talk to them a little ; chan

Thank God they didn't leave fam the next day : /

HAHAHA .

Watched New Year's Eve .

I wanted to watch Puss In Boot but since 3 of them watched liao ,

then nevermind ,

we watch this new movie bah .

OMG ,

YOU MUST FCUKING WATCH THIS !

Thousand , million of thumbs up for this movie .

Great holiday movie .

Zac Efron sibeh shuai in this movie , ♥ . ♥

Zac Efron helps this old lady to fulfill her New Year's Resolutions in exchange for one of the world best party VIP passes .

So they start on an adventure ,

doing things that she is not daring to do in her past years .

Somehow along the way ,

it changed Zac Efron .

He didn't wanted to be a bastard .

...

I should stop here .

Damn , i don't wanna be a spoiler here so yeah : x

Bon Jovi & Lea Michelle

Nurse Amy & an old man .

Sad sia .

He is dying & he has tons of regrets for what he did in his past life .

He was not expecting for his daughter to come and see him for the last time .

And his last wish was to see the ball drop .

FCUK THOSE SCENE WITH HIM .

MAKE ME CRY : ' (

- I'm not gonna spoil it again , trying not to -

" It's suspended there to remind us before we pop the champagne and celebrate the new year, to stop and reflect on the year that has gone by .

To remember both our triumphs and our missteps ,

our promises made and broken .

The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures or closed ourselves down for fear of getting hurt cause that is what new years is all about - getting another chance .

A chance to forgive ,

to do better ,

to do more ,

to give more ,

to love more .

And stop worrying about what if and start embracing what would be .

So when that ball drops at midnight and it will drop ,

let's remember to be nice to each other ,

kind to each other .

And not just tonight but all year long . "

This movie is FCUKING awesome !

All the biggest stars on tv will come together in one great movie .

Something like Valentine's Day .

Damn , i really starting to love America's romantic comedy .

I will also recommend such movies like :

- Something borrowed

- Friends with benefits

There's some more i swear .

I just forgot : /

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Yesterday Netball training .

Wah ,

damn tiring : (

Run & run .

Did drills and finally ,

Coach gave me some time to do my shooting ( Y )

But i became nua ,

my shooting same thing , cmi liao .

Then we had a court game .

It was pretty fine .

I'm guessing i'm in school team next year ( Y ) .

After training ,

meet up with Mum at AMK Hub for lunch .

She went Orchard to buy things in the morning .

I wanted to go but since i got training ,

i can't : (

So i call her and arrange to meet her at AMK Hub cause i'm like sibeh hungry .

HAHA .

Ate beef noodles ! ♥ . ♥

YUMMMYYYYY !

Mum also brought ToriQ & sushi for me ♥

My mum go Orchard = Great food

Tomorrow ,

we'll have a match with coach friends .

Damn , i'm expecting like some tall defenders : (

Jiayous ' B ' Division for tomorrow ! \ m /

______________________

Boy , i miss you : (

- this sentence should make you happy ; D -

Hope you're having a great time in Malaysia .

After your di posted that durain photo ,

my dad brought durain .

LMAO MY KITCHEN SMELLS LIKE DURAIN NOW > : |

Hope everything is going well in Malaysia ,

can't wait to see you soon : )

You will see how fugly i am : D

WAHAHHAHAA .

xoxo , ♥

I just can't deny .

#249 ; Goodbye baby

Sian dayyy D :

Last night i tried to talk to my mum about getting an iTouch .

She is very against .

Say i spend too much money on useless stuffs D :

So nvm ,

I'm still trying to get my iTouch / iPod no matter what .

PLEASE SPREAD THIS MESSAGE AROUND :

Hi , I'm looking for a good deal for an iTouch 4 .

Be it first hand / Second hand , I don't mind .

As long it is in a good condition .

Please private message me on facebook @ Jessica Z-yy

Or tweet me at @JCYY_

THANKS ALOT .

Help me kay D :

So far i have an offer for a 32 gb for $230 .

I'm looking for a better deal for it .

HELP HELP HELP D ;

And I can't wait for my Tours !

Heeheehee .

I want my money asap so that I can buy them like now .

I'm freaking excited over it : b

WAHAHHAHA I WANT THEM NOOWWW

- rage -

Played audition till i nua at my com .

Played online pool .

Jitao damn sway .

Black ball keep go in 3 times in a row .

I'm like " FUUUUUUU ! "

All trolling me : (

Oh talking about trolling ,

I tio trolled in audi today like alot of times ROFL .

Joke sia .

Wahahha .

Aw sad ,

my boy going to Malaysia for 18 days i think .

LOL I SHORT TERM MEMORY .

He spending Christmas there not with me < / 3

LOL .

HAHAH .

Have funnnnn -

Hey boyyy !

I know you're pretty excited to meet me soon huh .

WAHAHHAHA LOL .

Tell you first i'm ugly & nerdy : D

Jokes aside ,

have a good time in Malaysia .

Go find Santa there kay .

Don't be surprise if he speaks malay with you ; >

BUY @ CASH FOR ME LOL .

' Might ' miss you ; lala

loveyaa .

A photo holds a memory of both of us ,

#248 ; Listen & learn

Boring dayy D :

It's gonna be a very very short post cause i have nothing much today LOL .

Woke up around 12 pm plus .

Found out that my mum actually left home early .

She gave me a missed call but i bo chap : b

Later 2 pm plus i went to Amk Mrt there to meet the person who sells those OEM Beats .

Not bad actually , the sound .

Btw , this is for my gan didi , not for myself : b

Purple tours freaking chio sia . ♥

I wanna get myself either Purple or Pink .

All the chio colours .

AHH .

And i have made up my mind ,

I'm not gonna buy iPhone liao .

Because confirm my mother will not like that fact that I wanna buy iPhone .

So when I get my scholarship ,

I'm gonna buy iTouch , just for my tours .

Heehee smexy sia .

And for my iTouch ,

download all daa apps i want .

My life is complete liao HAHAH .

Hope my mum allows sia x (

Sian D :

iTouch + Pink / Purple Tours , WO LAI LE ♥

#247 ; Just so you know

My Nichkhun so cute can , ♥ . ♥

Somehow i just realised it's December already !

Holiday homework ,

OPPS ,

HAVEN STARTED .

Time flies really fast .

November is gone so fast .

Crap ,

it was a great month .

In hopes for this month ,

I hope Chirstmas will be awesome !

Great food ,

nice clothes ,

fit-able shoes [ I HAVE A LONG FEET SOMEHOW LOL - Like a giant : ( ]

Then comes new year .

My new year resolutions ,

i'm gonna make it into a list soon .

Gonna change my Craving >> section on my blog to my new year resolutions and

every month since then ,

i'll change to whatever wish i want to achieve each month .

Heehee ,

i seem i have everything planned .

Hope nothing will go wrong though .

So today ,

I reached home at 12 noon .

Just came back from chalettt .

Ahhh tired .

I was sleeping in the bus .

Freaking tired .

These 2 days ,

i only had 2 hours of good sleep .

First day ,

i arrived at Costa Sand Resort Pasir Ris at about 2 - 3 pm plus .

Settled down and slacked .

Keep going out to downtown east ,

eHub ! area there .

Buy food , etc .

Our chalet location is pretty far from the entrance so we had to walk quite a fair bit .

Then when evening came ,

we headed out ,

AGAIN ,

to get my nuer , Wanling ,

her Birthday present !

Pretty hard to decide on which one .

In the end ,

we got what we liked and head back to the chalet .

But then the weather turned for the worst .

We had to take shelter at a bicycle rental near the chalet main gate entrance .

We called for back up .

Cause we 3 people ,

1 pathetic small umbrella is not enough to cover all .

So we called our back up .

We called them ,

ask them fetch us .

So eventually one of them came and we were back safely .

Huiting , Bryan & I were drenched .

Went to take a quick shower ,

later we were playing cards ,

slacking on the bed with out phones .

Took photos ,

had a great laugh .

Later after midnight ,

activities started .

Playing with the poker cards ,

later we headed out to e!Hub .

Wanted to go lan but the lan actually closes at 1 am : (

We reached there only 2.45 am nia .

so yeah .

Walked around in an almost empty mall .

Wah , atmosphere is like a game in L4D LOL .

We over there joking & laughing .

Later saw the bowling was opened ,

we went and bowl .

Played 2 sets of bowling .

To be serious ,

it was my first time bowling .

AND I LOVED IT .

So fun .

First time i played ,

got 2 strikes in a row .

Wah , freaking happy siol .

- happygirl97 -

Heehee .

Plus i got 4 free tickets for bowling .

Gonna use it for the second day of chalet .

HEEHEE .

After that ,

slacked at mac till 4 am plus .

Reached back to our chalet later ,

headed to the room .

In the end ,

everyone was on the bed .

Both girls & boys LOL .

Keep play play play .

Wahlao all disiao me also .

I sleep , they flip my bed mattress T . T

Fell into the bed frame there x (

BULLY :/

In the end ,

slept for 2 hoourrrsss !

Tired ttm .

Morning ,

ordered mac breakfast .

they went out to buy .

WAH FINALLY MY DREAM CAME TRUE LOL .

Eat my big breakfast ! ♥

After that ,

headed out .

HEEHEE BOWLING ♥

Heehee imma leading the scores and thats my second time playing

when the rest is like playing this for awhile already .

Pretty happy .

WAHHAHA .

After that ,

i forgot already LOL .

Oh ,

went back to chalet ,

played cards .

Play for like 2 -3 hours till 10 pm plus ,

we send Sherlynn off then Huiting & I go lan .

Lan an hour nia then we zao to bowling again .

I don't know why but when my bowl ,

my thumb hurts like hell .

Seriously damn pain .

Cause the ball the thumb hole there ,

like not smooth .

When i throw ,

it rubs off my skin .

Hurts alot .

Now like a little sore .

Sigh : (

After that we slack slack slack till 4 pm plus .

I was trying to stay awake to text but failed x (

So woke up at 7.55 am .

Woke up see bunch of my staring at me LOL .

They cooking . _ .

So after that we packed up and left the place at 10 am plus .

Checked out and went home after that .

Reached home , toh in my bed .

Till 5 pm plus woke up and audi .

New patch but laggy server LOL .

After that it was fine .

Ahh busy week .

SHALL UPLOAD PHOTOS FROM CHALET TO MAA BLOG SOON .

- STAY TUNED -

Hey boy : D

You're going away soon so take good care and meet up soon : D

loveya .

Old songs does not have expiry date especially if it's good .

#246 ; Better world

Hey I'm gonna keep this a short post .

Nothing much to blog about but just video I came across yesterday while i was surfing the net on my phone .

Watch this video and pay attention to the people around her & her , of course .

See ,

DID YOU SEE THAT BITCH .

Did you hear what she said ?

YES , AND THAT'S BEING RACIST .

To me ,

jokes around school ,

in our lives is just fine but if you scold and yell at them in public ,

things can get really nasty .

The guy at the back wanted to punch her but another British lady stood up and clam

him down with a hug .

At least that shows me that not all are like that ,

being racist ,

just overseeing their benefits .

Imagine life without those blacks .

Who will do those cleaning job ?

You my lady ?

OH HELL NO .

You're just gonna be an ungrateful bitch .

And if it was not for that child you're holding ,

i guess those people would have threw punches at you .

Really ,

KNOW YOUR LIMITS .

Any comments ,

leave it to yourself kays .

Don't get people mad at you for such reason .

Come on ,

God created this world ,

in hope that this world will be in peace .

Now look what's happening .

Discrimination is happening .

I was in shock actually .

I thought this world had already clam down from all those democracy .

But whatever happened in that video changed my mind .

Then i began to reflect on the world .

Every little single thing about this ,

reminds me of my dream i had when i was younger .

I dreamt to be a volunteer .

So that i can help this type of people ,

like those in war ,

for example .

Something that we will not be paid but something you can gain that will be priceless .

Kindness ,

it's about helping one another and not asking for anything in return , yeah ?

Back to the video ,

WHO SAY YOU HAVE TO BE WHITE TO BE AN ENGLISH , A BRITISH ?

Fcuk you beetch !

This video has gotten haywire around the net .

And justice was served ?

I agree with this guy ,

THUMBS UP , STAND UP FOR RACISM .

#245 ; In the end , only kindness matters

It's been ages since my last blog post .

I know , anyway who reads my blog ?

LOL .

HEEHEEHEEHEHEE .

So last week , Saturday ,

WHOLE DAY I WAS OUT ,

WITH MY ONLINE CLIQUE : D

Morning i woke up late actually x (

Supposed to meet them at 2pm .

I woke up at 1.1pm liddat LOL .

I rush out of my house .

Actually i woke up already in the morning at about 11am .

But then i think to myself that why in the world i set my alarm at 11 .

I also like got nothing on .

So go back to sleep .

Wake up then i realised MY OUTING LOL .

# EpicFail .

Somemore need go Plaza Singapura leh LOL .

goodgame .

Reached there at 2.15 pm ,

only see one came on time .

The rest all pig also LOL .

Then Hannah & I went starbucks first !

Canberry Frappe ,

Actually ordered Caramel Frappe .

Then the person gave me the new one ,

their chirstmas edition ,

Canberry Frappe .

Not that bad lah so it's okay .

Second time Starbucks got my order wrong : <

Later Jon came .

Come disiao me nia : (

After that Damien came .

Caught up with EngKang .

And off we went pool !

Wanted to watch movie de then all late come .

Then sua lo .

We pool like 3 hrs plus plus .

During pool , my ex came .

Hmm VERY EEFFING AWKWARD !

But later okay lah .

Got talk abit here and there .

It was fine . _ .

Damien disiao sia : (

That guy , eeks !

Then more and more people came .

DINNER TIME : D

Had a hard time to decide where to eat .

Then i complain chinatown & bugis far : b

So go the Cathay there the Aston's .

God , the food is heaven .

Don't mind me if the photo is bad .

It's the lighting there .

Trust me , the food is freaking awesome .

After that went to somewhere down the street

for some beancurd .

Famous stall .

I didn't even know . _ .

The place look very illegal .

LOL .

But food seems nice that i cant eat anymore .

I'm full with those western food .

Heehee .

Left that place like 11pm plus .

11.30pm we have no cab sia .

So long the queue .

Sian .

11.40pm then we got our cab .

Cab home , reached home at 12.03am .

Heng bo tio nagged : D

#Awesomeday

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AUDITION !

Heehee : >

Brella ,

My shoes for my set !

Boyboy also send me the hair ^

Heehee wished that was infi .

Thank you again and again and again .

You spend money on me again , LOL .

HAHAHHA ,

I'm expensive : b

Next month is our AuditionSEA 1 year Anniversary .

Time flies when you're having fun : >

Can't wait ,

E X C I T E D T T M !

loveyou ,

I find this very cute : 3

Like damn cool can !

#244 ; Crazy , stupid love

I want this nail colour , SERIOUSLY LOL .

Whatever video below this line please ,

pause the music playing and watch it !

RWARR !

OHSHIT .

i forgot to blog yesterday . _ .

Heehee .

Today ,

quite crappy .

CAUSE MY AUDITION FILE GONE .

* poof *

Annoying .

Idk what i press also luh : (

Sua re-download .

SIANNNNN .

Guess i'll try to wake up early in the morning ,

to continue my download .

: (

Watching my breaking dawn liao : D

HEEHEE .

Ending was okay lah .

- NOT SPOILING IT FOR YOU -

GAHH . PART 2 LIAO NEXT TIME : /

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Facebook chat .

Well , this guy .

SOMEHOW .

Also same school as my silly boy ,

came to talked to me like recently .

Keep bug me , say what want jio me ; _ ;

Then I told him about it ,

asking who the hell is he .

He told me he was a hongster , etc .

I was like ,

OH NO WONDER SO RANDOM .

Then what you see above for that last message was

what he send to him .

R O F L .

Like damn bastard but bo bian ,

boy jealous : b

This month pretty sway lah hor .

Alot confess to me .

All dk much de LOL .

- BHB - : D

Butbut ,

don't say i'm a player or whatever .

I'm still faithful to one .

it's not real kays .

But who knows , - winkwink -

He is good to me lahh .

Heehee ,

my boy ♥

And just recently ,

I lost my God Grandmother .

She is a neighbour near where I live lah .

She died on a Tuesday morning ,

around the time i just woke up from bed .

Thinking about it ,

i reminds me of a video that I just watched in school

when our EOY ended .

My fave english teacher showed us .

Please take 10 mins of your time to watch this video kays !

Really meaningful : ' (

It really portrays how when I'm sleeping ,

while my god grandmother is in the hospital ,

getting her last few breaths .

My god grandmother who has been taking care of me since young .

Always taking her time to baby sit me when my parents is away from work .

I feel really grateful and also ,

I have regrets .

Perhaps my mum & I took things for granted .

As i grew up ,

the number of times i took time to visit her was lesser & lesser .

Was busy with school & work ,

even if I had my free time ,

most of it is invest to my own stuffs .

Like what they say " Only when someone dies , then we'll notice his/her presence . "

Yes , I felt remorseful .

But what else can I do ?

" Money can't buy me a time machine . "

I only did my prayers ,

hoping she is doing well in heaven .

AMEN .

Somehow in my life ,

i feel blessed & fucked up at times .

With so much things around me ,

& with my journey so far in life ,

I have really learnt alot .

So glad to have met friends that are really loyal ,

showing tons of concerns for me though there might be an age gap .

At least they know what's wrong & what's right .

How to treat a person better .

Showing affection to one anther ,

looking out for each other .

I thank God for the life i have ,

And as a saying goes ,

No man is able to confidently say that he will be living tomorrow .

So cherish whatever you have now ,

so that you will not have regrets onto the future ahead .

& If i die now , I'll die happy .

I GUESS LOL .

And I thank God for meeting him too ( :

Made me real happy this few months .

WE'RE ACTING LIKE A COUPLE BUT WE ARE NOT LOL HAHHA .

Random ' i love you ' makes my day , boy .

loveya , ( :

" And in another life , I would be your girl . "

#243 ; I'll feed you with my love

Wah today ,

Woke up at 11am plus : Unsual ,

Then later slack on my bed .

Bath le , use com .

From 1 pm plus audi till now .

hands sibeh nua .

What the hell i was doing ?

T A G G I N G H E A R T S .

Chiong to love party today .

Managed to chiong 3 000 hearts today for our

F R E E S I A R I N G ,

Every hour ,

trying to garden ,

water our plants .

Hope we get couple points : 3

Cash item from couple garden ROFL .

Heehee , hearts gain !

Messy garden filled with gifts .

FINALLY LOVE PARTY , ; wild

To be serious ,

IT WAS REALLY A VERY LAN JIA - SONG LEH .

Failed our first few tries .

Then pekchek , fishy come save me : B

FINALLY , DONE

F R E E S I A , ; f l o w

We have like 6 rounds of love party thanks to that lj song : (

LOL .

Cash fly high high .

Top up cash using my phone for the first time .

Pray bo tio scolding : (

Finally got my event item , MEGAPHONE

Shirt from couple garden , ; l o v e

Boy , you should be happy today because our mission for today has succeeded .

- winkwink -

Thank you & sorry for today : (

Cmi my chain for lp > <

Stupid song D :

Heehee I know you're happy today : D

Good to know .

I LOVE YAAAA ; D

Be mine , always .

#242 ; Half of life is fucking up the other half is dealing with it

Another day .

Today , woke up at 10 am plus though i slept at 5 am .

Hmmm .

Wanted to go school to get my bursery form back .

But then i nua at home with my Audition & Blackshot ,

I lazy go liao .

Then later since I'm gonna meet WL , HT & Bryan for lunch ,

and the same time ,

WL is at school for band ,

I asked her to get the form for me at the General Office : 3

She came back telling me that the General office lady shouted at her . _ .

Arugh ,

I also don't really like her lo .

Damn kaopeh .

PMS-ING ALMOST EVERY TIME .

She damn biased to whoever she is close to .

The rest of the students or whatever ,

she bo chap ,

become to hostile .

Shout for fcuk ?

Guailan for fcuk ?

Seriously ?

We could not decide on where to head for lunch .

Then HT decided to go Gurney Drive ,

my working place .

Heehee .

So we headed off .

Total bill : $40.50

I not rich , freaking poor kay ! : (

Then WL wanted to go home first .

Left HT , Bryan & me .

So we went X - Zone , arcade there .

I played Jubeat & some racing car game with them .

JUBEAT .

Wah long time neh play ,

cui sia .

Only my last song ,

Heal the world ,

play not bad .

Then want top up card that time ,

Saw Ncc , Noel & Hannah !

Wahlao Noel disiao only : ( !

Then later went with them and waited for the rest .

My erzi came ! : D

Got girlfriend bo gong : (

Haha , last long er zi ! : D

Wow , Barney gotta new movie uh .

Wait for Jon then we went pool .

Heehee today pool .

Not bad : >

Then wanted to go out for dinner than jitao mum keep nag .

Sua ,

U-Turn go home .

Go home ,

keep shout at me ,

bad mood today sia she .

Anger throw on me for fcuk ?

Seriously .

AND HER VOICE IS DAMN FUCKING PIERCING TO MY EARS .

Damn , poor ears .

Getting deaf soon .

Anyway , : |

Haroo Silly boy ( :

Sorry again .

Always not free ; _ ;

Tomorrow if i'm not wrong ,

my mum is going out for work & i can online longer .

ROFL .

Let's tag , CHIONG HEARTS .

F R E E S I A , ; f l o w

iloveyaaa ,