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Sunday, January 13, 2013

#284 ; Breakdown








" Wished I was away from those city sight, just for awhile. "

- I need to catch my breath - 





Yes this week,
it's freakin hectic.

On the verge to breakdown last Wednesday.
I was literally struggling to tell myself that I'll be fine.

Perhaps I'm not really ready for this 2013 year.
My school schedule is really tight this year,
FUCKING TIGHT.

Urgh, I can't seem to find any space to breathe.
Study, study, study.

I see no freakin fun here.




Who really care about me anyway?
Lol, screwed up life.

Anyway, I'm just looking forward to this Friday.
My school week will officially end for the weekend break.
Have a great dinner with 2 awesome people,
it will really make my day.

Soo just this week,
Nick decided that I should really take a goood break
yesterday so we headed town to catch a movie, 
grab some nice dinner - I mean, REALLY REALLY NICE. HAHA
and Cold Stone! haha : )

Check out my instagram photos for the highlights for the day!
haha ; ), @/JCYY_

Other than yesterday,
I too always enjoyed working the same shift as him.
He always does those silly things that will just make you smile, haha.

Getting to know him was perhaps, something great that God gave me.
Haha, feelin' blessed.




Cause lately, I don't recall who's MY best and CLOSE friend
anymore . .






Close friends you say? I think I already lost some of them
though they may be physically beside me.

Welcome to my life.






To that girl, if you're reading this :

DONT CONSIDER SUICIDE AGAIN KAYY!
Let those fuckers bark at you who constantly tells you to just kill yourself.
They are hopeless, nowhere in life.
Whereas, you could actually make it in life.
I hope you really see this point cause I can't afford to lose anyone that
I know around me anymore.

It really kills my mood.