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Sunday, December 30, 2012

#283 ; For a better tomorrow - 2013




"CAUSE BABY YOU'RE A FIREWORK,"





Time flies pretty fast eh,
don't you think so?

It's gonna be 2013 in a blink of an eye.


HAHHA yes,
You must be thinking, 
why the world ain't ending? * insert sad face * 


First of all,
Don't blame those mayans.
Come on, it's not really their fault.
And I believe none of those shit.

The world will eventually come to an end when God says so,
remember this.







This year,
wasn't very promising for me though.

Academics falling apart,
friendships falling apart,
relationship wise . . ?

I don't know about love.

Family? Somewhat alright but just not good enough.
I want a stronger bond with my family.
Like what they say,
Blood is thicker than water.


Hope and wishes for 2013 and beyond ?

1. Buck up on my academics - I must give my all for the next 2 years.
2. Stronger bond between my Mom and Dad.
3. Grow stronger in faith with Christ.
4. Have a cute relationship? Haha ; )
5. I want to be a support to the people around me - Making them smile makes my day.


And to this special girl somewhere,
if you are reading this - 


Believe in yourself kays? I really don't know how to comfort you, 
get you out of your depression but promise me, never think of suicide as your solution.
I know, you had a tough life.
Since you're born, you have been dealing with abuse, pain. And when you're out of home,
you feel that you're being outcast, leftout.
Since then, you're always being so insercure about yourself. 
I can tell you this like a thousand times: You're aren't ugly nor fat, you're just unique.
Let God be your reason why you should live.
I don't know what's happening on your love life cause that seems to be affecting you the most now 
but whatever babe, let that go.
If it's not for you, don't push it.
And just ignore the world and live yours. People around you may bring you down but
it's your life, fuck it.

And I just want to see you improving on your results cause that 
would help alot in your future. And, YOU'LL HAVE A FUTURE KAY.
In case you're thinking otherwise ; )



And HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEEE! * throws hugs and kisses * 








And what really made my December 2012 
a little brighter was I got to meet these 2 awesome people
while I was working.

I don't know but I really felt happy with them.
Their beautiful names are Deepa and Nicholas.

Haha, yeah
It may mean nothing but it's been awhile since I really had
smiles on my day when I faced some friendship problems
for a period of time.

Though their time here in Singapore may not be long,
I really just want to cherish the time with them and
create even everlasting memories. 
And yeah, it may not mean anything but . .

Thank you for ending my 2012 with a better start to my 2013 ; )

Ahhh I'm already missing my friend back in Indonesia alreadyy!
She said she'll be back to Singapore for a visit by March next year,
hopefully she can make it .









Let 2013 be an awesome start for everyone.
Yes, including you, whoever you are, 
reading this blog post.


LET THE FLAMES IGNITE, BOOOOOM.